Possessive Love | Vinnie Hacker

five

Vinnie's p.o.v
***

„Are you insane ?"

„Vinnie no, we can't do this !"

„What the fuck, bro ?"

„ARE YOU GUYS GONNA SHUT UP OR DO I HAVE TO MAKE YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP", I yell angrily, pushing my hair back aggressively while Zayn, Toni, Sam and Ana questioning my decisions.

Everyone expect Zayn stay quite after I bursted out. They all giving me an unbelievable look and shook their heads.

„Vinnie, with all due respect, we really can't let this ‚little miss sozial media star' ruin our deal or whole life! This would be the end of us!", Sam pleaded, looking at Ana to make her defend her point of view.

social media star? Nevermind.

But Ana stays quite by just nodding at her. Zayn gives me a death-stare glance.

„Guys, guys calm down. Vinnie has a point. What else should we do with an eighteen year old girl? kill her?", Tony defends me.

I don't have to justify myself to them. They brought up this shit and now they aren't pleased with the consequences ?

„Y'all became to careless. I already said that, specifically DON'T do meetings while other people are around. CHECK the place even you might think it's safe. And now it's not your place to argue with me. I have done my decision. End of the story.", I state, seriously as I sit down on the couch.

Zayn surprisingly stays quite while Sam rolling her eyes at me. My anger level arises as I see her „diva moment". She's the newest and youngest member of our gang, she's the last one to ask something about the decisions we make. I ball my fists, standing up and walking towards her and Ana who's been standing in front of the kitchen door.

„Sam, I'll say it one last time. If you have a problem don't express your little insignificant feelings for yourself or do I have to remind you where you are?", I spit, walking away and leaving everyone confused and annoyed back.

Who are they to judge ?

Zayn is my co-leader. His words are very important to me. Usually we always make our decisions together and organize all upcoming deals, events or crew meetings.

Tony and Ana been together since they went to high school. They used to do little robberies and drug dealings. Zayn and I decided to take them with us because they're excellent in setting up traps. Zayn met them 5 years ago in the middle of a robbery.

Sam is our newest member. She's perfectly doing her job in seducing people and knows everything about money laundering. I once hook up with her at a after party for several dealers & business men. She was working at the bar and used to be stripper.

After the hook up and welcoming her to our gang, she often tried to flirt with me, but I don't do love shit. In this business you can't do shit like love or care. Once they'll find your weak spot, you are practically dead.

I denied her the whole time and making sure she's doing her job. Like I said I don't babysit

Usually.

Nai's p.o.v:
***

It's been almost a week since I am stuck in here. I haven't heard from Zara, from my family and others friends. We're in another city and I don't think I'll ever be set free.

It's like a prison. My will and needs are irrelevant and doesn't matter.

I haven't eaten much lately and I feel shitty. Since 6 days I haven't showered or changed my clothes. All I do is laying in the same bed, waiting for dead.

I don't know if I'm going to commit suicide because I can't take this no longer. I hoped for help from outside, from my family, cops.. but nothing ever occured . I feel like no one cares about me anymore. I don't watch TV either so I don't know if maybe I am missing.

Vinnie sometimes enters the room, bringing me food  or something to drink. But I always reject any food because I don't have the feeling of appetite anymore.

The yearning to be back at home or see my parents gets bigger day by day. I could breakdown every second by the thought of them not-knowing if I'm dead or alive.

My phone was taken by them and I don't think I'll ever get it back. Or get my life back.

But I also don't get the point of staying here. I mean why doesn't he just kill me ? What's the point of being kidnapped ?

Do I have to be one of them now? What even are they ?

Tears falling down my cheeks while I'm starting to feel awful again. As I wiped them away, I stand up,
looking in a mirror on the wall.

Regarding myself I get disgusted by my looks. My eye bags are dark and swollen from crying, making my face look red and unclean. My brown hair is up in a bun, looking messy and oily.

I need a shower.

I don't hesitate no longer and find my way to the bathroom. To be honest I still don't understand why Vinnie had taken me to an another bathroom outside the room because it has his own toilet and shower.

After I've locked the door, I peel my clothes off and get in the shower.

Right after I let the warm water running all over my body, I sigh. It feels indescribable satisfying to clean my body and feel more comfortable again.

Closing my eyes to relief myself, I hear some noises.

And in the next moment, the door opens.