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Nailea's p.o.v
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„What the fuck, Nailea !", Tony yells at me, driving the car outraged and as fast as he can.

„If Vinnie dies, it's your fault and I'll kill you for that !", he tugs through his hair, breathing heavily and glancing in my howled face.

„You kidnapped me and now you blame me for escaping ?", I scream, surprisingly very confident.
Maybe because I know that I'm already dead so I can say whatever I want, I'll get killed anyways.

„Fuck, I couldn't care less ! Screw you, I know that we should've killed you earlier, you're alive because of Vinnie !"

„But I'm in this situation because of him !", I spit back and can't stop my tears falling down my cheeks.

He gives me a glare before his eyes looks back at the street again. „You're in this situation because of us. Not Vinnie. He wasn't present at the time we kidnapped you", he explains, trying to calm hisself down.

That's why I couldn't recognize his face.

I say nothing but stay quite, wiping my tears away. I let out a sob, which makes Tony just more angry, causing him to hit the steel a few times.
„Fuck. This. Shit. Nailea.", he yells, hitting the steel. I flinch by his reactions, and tears keep falling down my cheeks again.

I look at my lap to see Vinnie's blood covered T shirt and face. He lays on my legs in the backseat, still unconscious. I don't even know why he's unconscious because his breathing and heartbeat still works. I just try to cover his wound with a scarf, wrapping it around his belly.

Even if they're the ones who put me in this position I feel guilty seeing him like this.

And then it hits me.

I killed a man. A took his life, and now I'm one of them. A criminal.

I can still hear the sound of the gun shooting and imagine the guy breaking down in front of my eyes with a lifeless body.

My body shivers, as I start crying, covering my face between my legs.

„Why did you kill the officer ?", he asks, as he could read what's on my mind.

Why did I kill him ?

„I- I don't know. He-„

„Other question. Why did you defend Vinnie ?"

Why did I defend him ?

Honestly, I have no idea. How I'm supposed to answer his question ? I don't even know the answer for myself.

I look down, feeling my eyes get blurry because of the tears in my eyes.

„I don't know", I whisper, sounding desperately, making Tony driving faster.

„We're going home, calling our doctor because we can't go to a hospital because YOU did this. Everything would be too suspicious and I swear to god if he dies-„

„He won't", I yell at him, unexpectedly.

He can't die. He has to stay alive, I'm going to hate myself for this.

I start crying more while Tony stops the car.

„The others are at a meeting, shut the fuck up and help me to carry him, the doctor has to arrive soon"

^^^

After Tony and I carried him into the house, we hear the doorbell and Tony rushes to the door, opening it.

I sit on the bed, right beside Vinnie who's still unconscious . His pulse is very slow but I can feel his heartbeat and he still breathes but I can't understand why he's still unconscious.

We covered the place where he got shot with a belt, right under his heart. He was so lucky, it didn't hit him right in his heart.

I'm scared about his blood lost. I think he lost too much blood, that's why he's unconscious. I don't even understand how the home doctor could help us in the house without operation.

But I'll see.

„There he is, please be quick", Tony says desperately.

„Everything will be fine. It's not the first time that happened Tony, if he doesn't lost so much blood, he'll be finde we have to take the bullet out of him", a male voice speaks, as they walk in the room very fast.

The doctor comes in with a whole box, and but it on the floor.

„Go out, I'll do my work"

I stand up walking to Tony who leads the way out.
It's pretty sure that he's not going to die anyways, because it hit him in his belly. Which could also end up very dangerous but now I see in his and the doctors face that this didn't happened the first time.

„If you know he won't die, why did you think about it ?", I ask him.

„If you ask why I said that I would kill you if he dies, I'm going to kill you anyways"

Readers

Hey guys,
I have to say that I hate this chapter, i don't know why but I hope you'll still enjoy !

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