To find you

Does she

Miyeon POV

It been five years

Dahlia is five now

I'm happy I raised her but sad because I needed Minnie to be here also

I'm not mad at her anymore

Even though she had stoped loving me and not giving me a proper reason

I forgive her

But I miss her

Dahlia is always asking me about her dad and I don't know what to answer

I can't just tell her

Hey look your dad stoped loving me so I decided to leave and separate both of you

I can't say that

I feel guilty for taking dahlia with me like that but you can't blame me right?

I'm living an pretty good life since I found two good part time jobs at BJH Design Corp. and at the Kang Model Industry

I haven't met the owner of BJH Design Corp. but have met the owner of the Kang Model Industry

She was the one who contracted me herself

She said I have the beauty to be famous

But I said to keep my profile low for the moment and she agreed herself

But back to Minnie

I don't know what to do anymore

I really need her

I really miss her like crazy

Why is it so hard

Minnie would've been a better parent than me

I do have good hours of work

But it's just that I feel like I'm not there for her as much

Minnie would be better just like any other dad that loves their child

She would be funnier

She would be there physically but not to much emotionally

She would have those daughters to father talk

She would love her

Is it my fault?

"Mom" a voice cut me off my thinking

I hummed in response

"Did daddy leave and that why you always avoid the question"

This kid can have some deep conversations sometimes

"No sweetie"

"Mom I'm sorry but I want to know"

"It hurts to remember"

I said

She looked at me

"But I do miss her"

Her eyes widened a little

"I want to meet daddy"

"I don't know where she is"

"What happened"

"I will tell you when you get older"

"Promise?"

"Promise"

With that the little figure left to her room

You know what else doesn't help

Dahlia is starting to look a lot like her

From the eyes to the lips to the eyebrows

Sometimes I wish we could've ended on better terms and talk things more calmly

So that we could both at least see this little angel grow

The got up from the couch and went to my room to take a bath and relax my body

I want to know how Minnie is doing

I want be able to see her feel her

But at the same time slap the hell out of her for what she did to me

She deserves it right?

Aisshhhh does she?

What if she cheated on me the whole time?

Oh my god Cho Miyeon stop thinking like that she would never

Oh my god Kim Minnie stop doing this to me

I still love you