To find you

Push me away

Miyeon POV

I heard her every scream

Every glass brake

Everything being thrown

I was scared even though I wasn't in the same room as her

When it stoped I was very hesitant to go to her room to check on her

But i still did either ways

As I walked to her room it was silent making me fear

As I arrived I put my ear next to the door trying to hear if there was anything going on in there but heard nothing

I twisted the door knob that was thankfully unlocked

As the door opened all I could see was a big mess in the room

I walked in

The glass shattered even more under my sandals

Her bed was ripped apart having the foam out completely

I got a glimpse of her mirror in the bathroom broken

The wall had several holes

I looked around the room for her

That when I saw her body against the wall

I walked towards her. I saw all the cuts and her knuckles were busted open

I tried to get her up but failed and kept trying until I got her fully up

Omg how much alcohol did she drink she can't even stand

We started to walk

"Miyeon baby" she called out

"Yah Miyeon don't leave" she said

"Minnie" I called her name

"Is that you baby" she said as she put her hand on my cheek

"I love you so much baby. Please don't leave me. You can hate me*sobs* all you want but don't leave me alone" she cried out as she hugged me

"Minnie" I called out again

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so dumb what was I thinking" she said as she hit her head

It hurted to see her like this

I grabbed her hands to make her stop hitting her self

I dragged her to my room

"Miyeon do you love me" she asked as we entered my old room before I shared hers

"Yes I do" I said as I sat her down on my bed

"I knew it I have to tell the monkey loooking ass of Lisa  that she was wrong you do love me"
She said as she gave me her eye smile

UWU

Her drunk talk is interestingly weird

"I told you Minnie she is mad at you who wouldn't be you more likely were raping them" she said to herself more likely like scolding

I went to get an aid kit for her

remembering what she did hit me hard

When I came back she was standing there looking at me

"I'm sorry Miyeon" how the hell did she get sober that quick

I ignored her

I took care of her injuries

She was looking at me in a way I never saw before

Her hand grabbed mine

"Do you hate me?" She asked

I don't know how to answer her

"I ruined my second chance right?" She asked another question

I don't hate her but I just don't know how to feel

She got up

"I understand no need to still act like you care I hurted you and my daughter. I won't forgive myself" she said as she walked out

I ran after her

I grabbed her and turned her around giving her a kiss on the lip

She looked at me with those eyes that I fell for

"Miyeon I know I did something wrong. I know that you aren't fully comfortable next to me. Take your time" she said as she walked back to her room

She always understands me

She closed the door to her room leaving me here standing

Is she really going to push me away?

I'm not going to allow that

Kim Minnie you can't push me away now