To find you

Time to tell the truth

Miyeon POV

We where sitting crisscross on the middle of the bed
She fidgeted with her fingers for the past minutes

"Minnie"

"Okay okay" she said

She grabbed my hand

"Please don't be mad at me" she said

"I won't" I said back

"Okay ummm ummmm ummm. There are a couple of reasons why I did what I did"

I nodded

"One my aunt wanted you to join the mafia and I wasn't going to allow that. I wasn't going to allow you to step foot in a world where you would need to run away and have your freedom taken away. I wasn't going to let my daughter become/grow into a killer. I wasn't going to watch you become a killer because I myself was going to be the one to teach you. I didn't want that type of future for you and Dahlia. I wanted one where I would take care of you both. I wasn't going to be able. It was a either you leave or Join. So I did what I had to do to get you away."

"Two I was going overseas and I couldn't bring you two with me. I didn't know for how long the mission would be. I just came back a month ago to find you. You where working at my aunts company BJH Design Corp."

"Three your life was at danger. They threatened to kill you. When I say they I mean other gangs/mafias they are mad that I stole their girls with a look but just know at that time I was starting to fall for you. The girls went head over heals for me but I didn't pay attention to them I only paid attention to you"
She said the last part as she moved a strand of hair from my face.

I'm not mad but couldn't she had talked to me about it I would've understood

"I know I'm a coward for not just telling you about it but I felt like you wouldn't care and would stay." She said

True I would've stayed

"I hated myself for some time for what I did to you. I hated it when you left with dahlia I felt so empty"

"I never fell out of love"

I looked at her she was looking down

My eyes fell to her bandaged arm

I grabbed her arm quickly

She tried to pull her arm off my grip

"Stay still" I said and she stoped moving but looked away

I started to unwrap the bandage until it was completely off

I looked at her arm

She had cuts everywhere on her arm

The cuts where all deep

The cuts where fresh. They spilled some blood when I pressed on her arm

"WHY DOID YOU DO THIS" I yelled as tears threatened to fall

She didn't answer she just looked Down

"Baby why did you do that. Hmm tell me"

She looked at me

"I deserved it for hurting you"

I looked at her eyes and she looked away

I leaned in to give her a hug

My arms wrapped around her neck as my head buried itself on Minnies neck

Her scent

Her warmth

Her hugs

Her love

I missed them all

Her hands where on my waist and her head leaned on mine

My stomach was filled with butterflies at the moment

"I still love you" I said

I could feel her hands griping on to my waist

I later felt Minnie pulling me down with her as she fell down her head hitting the soft pillow

I was landed on top of her my head landing between her chest and neck

Her left hand played with my hair as her right was still on my waist

We tangled our legs together

"I love you" she said as she planted a kiss on my head

Her right hand moved up to hold my hand that was on her side

"May I please have another chance?" She asked

I looked up at her

"Yes you may"

With that she gave me a kiss on the cheek

"Thank you"