To find you

Flashback 1

No one POV

Suicide attempt⚠️⚠️⚠️

"Answer the phone" Minnie cried as she moved the phone away from her ear

She dialed the number again

"Please answer," she said to herself but just like the past 15 calls no one answered

"DAMN IT MIYEON. ANSWER THE PHONE" she yelled as she made a mess in her already messed up room

She let out all her frustration and pain by screaming her lungs out

The guilt is killing her slowly for hurting the girl she loves

She saw the rings on the floor only to make her angrier

She didn't know what else to break but then she saw  her tv

She walked towards it. She yanked the tv off the wall with all her force letting it fall breaking at the impact to the floor

"ARRGGGGHHHHHH" she started to pull on her hair

Her phone suddenly rung. She quickly went to her phone

"Don't ever call me again. I don't want to know anything about you"

As she read the message anger, sadness, guilt, and frustration built inside her heart

She threw her phone at the wall not caring if it never worked again

She reached under her bed taking out a box. She put it on the bed

She opened it revealing many different types of guns

She grabbed a handgun. She pulled out the bullets leaving one.

She spun the cylinder(An: the thing where bullets go. I think)

She stood in the middle of the room pointing the gun at her head as she held a picture of Miyeon on her other hand looking at it.

She knows her life is depending on that bullet inside the gun.

"Im sorry" she said as she looked at the photo one last time letting it fall off her slight grip on it

"Let faith decide" she said as she looked out her window looking at the stars

She closed her eyes

Her hands shake badly

Her body trembled in fear to what would happen next

"3 2 1" she counted

She pulled the trigger

No bullet came out of the barrel

She fell to the floor devasted as tears rolled down her eyes repeatedly

She grabbed the gun and spun the cylinder again

This time aiming the gun under her chin.

"One more time," she said as she cocked the gun

She pulled the trigger without thinking twice

Once again nothing came out of the barrel

She threw the gun God knows where

She smiled bitterly as she walked out to the porch of her room

She looked at the sky filled with stars

"Why make me stay?" she asked as she looked up

"Please watch over her" Minnie said as tears started to fall down her eyes

She closed her eyes

She started to feel light-headed

Her body grew weak

She holds herself up on to the bars of the porch so she wouldn't fall

She tried to open her eyes but before she did she fell hitting the hard concrete floor of the porch

She smiled

She smiled while in pain

Her eyes started to slowly close

"If this is the end of the road for me. Take care of her" she slightly managed to say as her heart ached in pain

Sorn entered the room to check up on her

But all she saw was a messed-up room with a Minnie on the floor of the porch already giving up.

She went to her and tried to keep her awake

She yelled for someone to call 911

All she could do is pray for her sister to be okay