36.Wedding dress

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We got back to the hotel.I sat on my bed and checked my phone
|I miss you and I can't wait to marry you on Friday, Me and Beth did a video Today :) hope you've had a nice time|
I don't know what happened but I could feel myself crying.I haven't really thought about getting married to joe.I always had my dream wedding planned out however with joe I hadn't seem to care about it.I figured the longer I avoid thinking about it the longer it would be till we get married.Im not sure I even want to get married anymore.I can't leave joe now.Ive committed.
I don't know how loud I was crying or for how long but I head my door open.I didn't lift my head up from the pillow but I knew who it was.He cuddle up to me.I guess he knew what was going through my mind.
I woke up and he was still cuddled up to me so I guess we fell asleep.I untangled my self from his arms and got ready.
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We made it back and headed straight for Marcus's.Marcus got his pre packed suitcase and his suit and we headed to the train station.We were all exhausted.We were arriving into the trainstation and I got Beth to text me the address of the hotel.We arrived at the hotel after getting phil and the suitcases and headed straight up to the penthouse.Beth was there and I ran up and hugged her "Beth I've missed you how are you"
"I'm fine but how's your holiday been your all quite tanned."
"it was great"
"Your dress is here would you like to try it on?" I nodded
Beth took me into the other room and blindfolded me and helped me get my dress on.When we got into the room Beth instructed Marcus,dan an phil not to look.She took the blindfold away and I looked at the dress.It was nice but I didn't like it.I wanted a puffy one with a black band.This was a slim long one with lace.I gasped and a tear fell from my eye I didn't know if I wanted to wear this dress I nodded and said I loved it.I felt horrible I shouldn't be too picky.I turned round then told dan,phil and Marcus to look.They all gasped and gave me compliments.I hugged Beth and told her I loved it.She then showed me the bridesmaids dresses which were beautiful.
We spent the rest if the night in the spa in the hotel.before going back to our rooms to sleep.Tomorrow is the big day.

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