𝐰𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 , 𝗀𝖾𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖾𝗇𝗈𝗍𝖿𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽

17. break down

Well that's a great way to tell me that the kiss didn't mean anything. God y/n you're actually so stupid, George was drunk! He wouldn't kiss you on purpose

Y/n: okay
George: did I do anything stupid while I was drunk?
Y/n: do you remember the fight you got into?
George: that I remember, did I do anything else?
Y/n: nope. You came home, I addressed your wounds and then you went to bed
George: oh okay
Y/n: yep. Well um I hope your day goes good, there's sprite in the fridge to help with your hangover
George: wait where are you going?
Y/n: to see my uh grandparents
George: oh okay, be safe
Y/n: bye

I left the dorm and went straight to my car. I just straight out lied to George, why did I do this? I wasn't gonna visit my grandparents, I'm going to the spot where I always go to calm down. The whole ride there, I was holding back tears because I didn't wanna get into a car crash. The drive was about an hour or so. When I got to my spot, I stayed in my car and just looked out into the ocean. This is where I let my tears flow. Why the fuck was a crying?

I leaned back in my seat and just sat there crying for a little bit. When I didn't have any tears left in me, I looked out into the ocean and let the waves calm me down. Why did life have to do me like this? If only Jake hadn't been such a dick head, then George wouldn't have kissed me and made me feel like he could've actually liked me. I literally want to punch Jake so much, but if I did then I know I would've committed murder

While sitting in silence and a few more stray tears falling out of my eyes, I was startled by my phone ringing. When I looked over, it was Tommy and tubbo, they wanted to FaceTime. Oh shit. I quickly wiped away my tears and answered the phone hoping they didn't notice anything

Tommy: HELLO WOMAN
Tubbo: HIII N/N
Y/n: hello!
Tommy: are you in your car?
Tubbo: WAIT A SECOND!
Y/n: yes I'm in my car tommy
Tubbo: y/nnnnn
Y/n: mhm
Tubbo: what's wrong?
Y/n: what do you mean?
Tommy: you've obviously been crying
Y/n: no I haven't what do you mean?
Tubbo: your eyes are red and puffy
Y/n: I got dust in my eye
Tommy: we will not hesitate to tell Niki and minx, they'll sort you out
Y/n: no, don't do that
Tubbo: so talk
Y/n: I just felt like crying I don't know
Tubbo: bullshit
Tommy: agreed
Y/n: *sigh* it's just me getting my hopes up
Tommy: about what
Y/n: last night George came back to the dorm and I was addressing his wounds and then...
Tubbo: and then what?
Y/n: he kissed me
Tommy: WHAT
Y/n: but this morning he went "if I did anything while I was drunk, I didn't mean any of it"
Tubbo: THAT SON OF A BITCH
Y/n: don't tell anyone please
Tommy: but-
Y/n: please tommy, just keep it to yourselves. Don't tell Niki or minx or anyone in fact
Tubbo: *sigh* okay okay
Y/n: thank you
Tommy: well I wanted to ask if you wanted to be on my stream today!
Tubbo: our stream
Y/n: sure I can be on there, what are we doing?
Tommy: clay has whitelisted you to his dream smp and uh y'know
Y/n: you wanna show me around?
Tubbo: yep!
Y/n: I'll join sure
Tubbo: POG! can you play at around uhh 12ish?
Y/n: yeah I'll drive back now
Tommy: THANK YOU
Tubbo: BYE

I ended my call with the two and then started driving back home. On the way back, I started singing my heart out to depressing music because why fucking not? When I got back to the dorm, George was sitting on the couch watching a movie. I said a small "hello" and went into my room. I closed the door behind me and had about 30 minutes until I had to join their stream. I decided to post my new YouTube video

FRIENDS- Anne-Marie and Marshmallow (cover)

997,217 views

1.2k👍 1👎

y/n_l/n: 2.2 million subscribers

4.7k comments
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y/n_l/n ✔︎:
go check out tommyinnit and tubbo's streams at 12pm today to see me playing on the dream smp :)
➪ sushime:
POG

Niki Nihachu ✔︎:
this is so good y/n! hit different after what happened :)
➪ y/n_l/n ✔︎:
yes ma'am :)

justaminx ✔︎:
sexy, why are you so pretty and good at singing
➪ y/n_l/n ✔︎:
*blushes* ily bb
➪ justaminx ✔︎:
ilyt

nataliesimps:
PLEASE THIS IS SO FRICKIN GOOD

s i m p:
why love men when you have y/n in ur life
➪ sociallyawkward: AGREEEEED

icannotsee:
YEAHHH BAD BITCH Y/N

womenarepog:
ILYSM Y/N! UR A BAD BITCH AND WE STAN U

I check the time again and saw that it was 11:56am. Oh shit okay time to meet chat. I started up my computer and logged into minecraft and then waited for the two boys to give me the go ahead. While waiting, I heard a knock at my door

Y/n: come in
George: uh hey
Y/n: hello
George: did you want anything to eat? I was going out
Y/n: no thanks I'm not hungry
George: but you didn't have breakfast?
Y/n: I had a lot to eat last night
George: okay...
Y/n: George I swear if you get me food
George: pffft I'll see you later
Y/n George do-

He slammed my door shut. Great. I looked at discord and saw the two of them tell me to join vc2 on the smp discord

Tommy: Okay no chat me and this women go wayyyy back....hello!
Y/n: hey Tommy
Tubbo: Y/N MY FRIENDDD
y/n: hi tubbo! Where the actually frick am I
Tubbo: we are on our way