𝐰𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 , 𝗀𝖾𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖾𝗇𝗈𝗍𝖿𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽

33. payback

TW: panic attack, being called a whœrē

Also shout out to ashispog for helping me with this!

I felt my throat closing up. Tears filled my eyes. God fucking dammit. I had been strong for so long and now I decide to cry?

Chloe: life here was perfectly fine before this whore showed up
Clay: okay that's it
George: this is the last time we are going to ask nicely. Back the hell off the three of you

I got up from my seat and ran towards our dorm. My breathing was getting faster and faster, it was hard to control my tears. When I got inside the dorm, I locked the door behind me and ran towards the bathroom. I slid down the bathroom wall, tears streaming down my face. I was uncontrollably shaking, it was so hard to breath

My whole vision was going in and out of focus. Everything was going all blurry. I was so out of the reality of the world that I didn't even near someone enter the bathroom

George: y/n, baby can you hear me?

I slowly nodded my head yes and tried to slow my breathing

George: can I touch you?

Again I nodded my head. George slowly pulled me into his arms, rocking back and forth

George: y/n I want you to match my breathing okay?
Y/n: o-okay

I slowly listened to George's calm heartbeat and tried to match it

George: there you go, you're doing great. Keep going. In and out

I slowly got my breathing back to normal

Y/n: I-I'm so sorry George
George: why are you sorry?
Y/n: b-because of me all these bad things are happening to you guys. I-if I hadn't come here than you would all be living normal lives and wouldn't need t-to d-deal with a-Ava or Sophia o-or c-Chloe
George: hey hey no no don't say that. If you hadn't come here, then we would've never met and we wouldn't have started dating. If you hadn't come here, then the others wouldn't have made such an amazing friend like you
Y/n: *sniffle* s-sorry you have to see me like this
George: you're a pretty crier

George kissed my forehead and we stayed in a comfortable silence that was filled with occasional sniffles from me. I felt so bad for just letting my guard down in front of me. What if I did just leave? It's not like anyone would care right?

Y/n: g-George
George: yeah?
Y/n: what would you do if I did leave?
George: well you wouldn't be able to leave your room because I would hug you so tightly and never let go. But if you somehow made it past that, I would cry because I would miss you a lot. I don't want you to leave me y/n. I never do. Losing you would be one of the worst things that could ever happen to me
Y/n: then I suppose I won't leave
George: good. Now do you wanna show the plastics the badass that you are?
Y/n: I guess so
George: hey y/n
Y/n: mhm?
George: just slap her
Y/n: alright

I got out of George's lap and looked at myself in the mirror. I wiped away my tears and made myself look presentable. I put two hair ties and a scrunchie on my wrist, just incase I would need it. George and I walked out of our dorm and towards the group. To my surprise all of them were still having a go at ava, Sophia and Chloe. Jake wasn't saying much but when he saw me, he got out of his seat and walked towards George and I

Jake: y/n! Your friends are horrible! They've been threatening all four of us
Y/n: saying what?
Jake: death threats and everything!
Y/n: good for them
Jake: what?
Y/n: good for them

We walked over to the group and I took a seat next to Tubbo

Tubbo: you okay?
Y/n: mhm
Niki: okay and this brings me onto my next point! You need everything to be done for you! You can never do things yourself because you know why? Because you're a lazy piece of shit. That's what you are. All three of you
Tommy: she has been giving reasons on why they need to fuck off and they have been speechless
Chloe: oh look! Y/n decided to come back
Sophia: ready for round two bitch?
Y/n: sure, go ahead
Ava: you're so weak!
Chloe: you're just a disappointment!
Sophia: your family probably hates you!
Y/n: well um that's one thing that you got right actually
Chloe: you think that you can just walk into the campus and suddenly become the queen of the school?
Ava: ahaha no! I'm the queen! Always have been, always will be
Y/n: since when did you become Regina George?
Clay: oop-
Ava: what did you say to me?
Y/n: since when did you become regina George?
Minx: wait that makes so much sense! Chloe is Gretchen
Niki: yeah! And Sophia is Karen
George: no wonder no one likes you guys
Ava: *scoff* do you want to repeat that George?
George: no wonder no one likes you guys
Tommy: do you all need like fuckin hearing aids and shit? You keep telling us to repeat shit
Schlatt: exactly!

Ava then walked up to me and looked me dead in the eye. I did the same giving her a death stare, not being fazed at all. She then grabbed my chin with force

Tubbo: AYO
Y/n: Ava let go of me
Ava: or what?
Y/n: Ava fucking let go of me
Ava: *laugh* no

Well I've restricted myself enough. I tightly wrapped my hand around her wrist and took it away from my chin. She just then slapped me with her other hand

Will: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU

Again, I didn't have a reaction

Y/n: well you did throw the first hit so

With my free hand I just slapped basically all the Botox out of that girls face. She held her cheek and started whining like a little child. I let go of her hand and pushed her away from all of us

Y/n: any of you want to fuck with me or my friends?

They went dead silent

Y/n: that's what I thought. Now I suggest you get the fuck out of my eyesight before you start seeing black and I start seeing A LOT of red

With that the plastics and Jake ran away, leaving everyone to enjoy the bonfire in peace

Schlatt: thank god!
Clay: what would we do without you y/n
Y/n: yes I am such a god
Niki: all hail queen y/n

Soon we all decided to call it a night and head back to our dorms. When we got inside, I got changed into my pyjamas and then wriggled under the covers. I didn't fall asleep though, rather I laid on my back and looked up at my ceiling just overthinking

George: hey y/n
Y/n: mhm?
George: can we cuddleee?
Y/n: c'mere

I spread my arms out and George smiled before walking over and laying down next to me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close

George: y/n
Y/n: yes George?

He kissed my neck and softly mumbled

George: I love you
Y/n: I love you too

The end :)