Becoming

Chapter 1: the dream

I felt his presence before I saw him. It was like a knife cutting me and putting poison in the cuts I screamed but it was silenced.
And I felt so much fear I couldn't move.

I was stuck in place. I couldn't see him, only feel his presence until he revealed himself.

The dream was always the same.

A Lion with fire for eyes. He is huge and his fur is so soft and I don't know how but I know he is a solid foundation, A safe place.

There an Angel of light with wings so white it hurts to look and a body that is so beautiful I don't want to stop looking. His face is so gorgeous, smooth, and perfect, but his eyes show something pure evil.

It ignites so much fear in me that I can't move.

Then I hear the Lion say "come to me and I will give you rest."

I start to run to the Lion but I'm stuck one foot In front of him I try so hard I can barely catch my breath.

Then suddenly someone is pulling me away from the Lion and in that moment I knew I needed that Lion.

I started to struggle out of his grip I can't breakaway. I realized that the person whose holding me is the Beautiful Angel.

The Angel seems to know exactly what I'm thinking and spins me around and gets so close to my face that I can see he has perfect skin and his hair is so perfect not one strand out of place.

He smiles and his teeth are so perfect but his breath reeks of something worse than death

"stop fighting you're always going to be mine there's no escape." he says.

He throws so hard on the ground that my head starts bleeding, and the air is knocked out of me.

He starts kicking me and punching me. He starts laughing too a deep and humorous laugh like it's funny. I try to run or even speak but I can't.

The pain is so painful I want it to stop but I don't know how to make it stop.

At that moment I have never felt so helpless and useless in my entire life. I felt so alone and broken-hearted that I just sob and sob I can't help it.