Tayler convinced me to go to sway house and talk to Jaden, so here I was, standing outside of sway house door thinking wether or not to knock but I knock twice and eventually Kio opens it up and sighs. "What are you doing here" he said in a cold tone. Tayler stayed in the car. "I need to talk to Jaden" I say "well he doesn't wanna talk to you" he said shutting the door but i out my hand in. "Kio let me fucking in" i say and he opens it. "Damn" he said me remember where Jaden's room was I walk upstairs and stand outside hearing nothing I knock and I still hear nothing so I walk in. Jaden was sleeping. I sat on the bed preparing what I was about to say. He turned to me and groaned. He sat up and rolled his eyes at me. Like he didn't know wether or not to let me explain anything. "What are you doing here don't you think you caused enough damage" he said "about that can you just let me ex-" I got cut off. "No! Nailea I trusted you. I thought you maybe liked me back and look where I ended up, broken and sad because you had some other plans after we made some first where were you, what happens to OUR plans" he said and I Got up. "Maybe if you let me explain I would have covered some questions" I say and walk out. Walked downstairs and the boys looked at me. Josh followed me out. "Nailea wait" he said and I kept walking. "What josh" i say continuing to walk to Tayler's car. "What happened" he asked and I turn around. "People don't care to find out because they don't listen the first time" I say and get in Tayler's car. We drove off and went back to my house. "He didn't even try to let me explain myself he only cares about himself how do you think I feel" I say groaning. "I know" he said in a sweet tone. When I got home Tayler dropped me off and left. I sat at my desk and tweeted some life stuff and I got tagged in posts a secon after.
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Caption: @jadenhossler and @billnai In their feels. Tea ☕️ Comments: @itstaylerholder this hurts to see. @user what happened. @hater good they deserve it @madslewis she's sad I'm happy 😃 ^^@billnai we know 🙄 @avani we need to collab @billnai ^^@billnai my twin. ^^@avani feel better bestie. Load more comments
I decided to look up how to release your feeling and writing them down is what I found. So I wrote what I though down, but I couldn't think of any sentances so I used words that described how I feel and felt at the moment. but that was too hard so I message Jaden. Jaden🎸 Me Hey, Jay it's me Nailea can you please let me explain... Read at 1:27am
I had tears in my eyes as I snapped the pencil in half and crumpled the paper in my hand. Hitting my head on the desk. Maybe I need myself and myself only. I need for focus on myself but maybe Jaden was my saviour. I sat on my bed crying "fuck" I mumble. Just thinking about how bad I hurt Jaden and Sabrina. Hurt me more than them.
She is supposed to be the happy friend the one who's always there for others and nobody cares about her. An A-list celebrity But here she is, crying over a tiktok boy.
She sat there thinking... believing in soulmates, careers for when their older as fame dies, love at first sight, their safe space. Life's all about the little things. Was my relationship with Jaden really just to good to be true.
