BLINDNESS

Fun

SANA'S POV
A loud knock at the door woke me up, I opened up then an angry Jeongyeon appeared.
Jeongyeon: Yah! You're still sleeping? Oh no, we're gonna be late COME ON SANA! (She said as she ran downstairs)

I checked the time and it still 5 in the morning. I slowly took the bathroom robe and directly go inside the bathroom.

After the refreshing bath I took my chosen clothes and put it on. I did some morning routine and then went downstairs. Everyone is so excited that even though it's still early in the morning the girls are already jumpy and loud.

Our manager placed all of our things at the van while we enter and sat down at the vacant seats. I quickly occupy the seat where I can overlook through the window, well the windows are blocked by a small curtains but I don't mind on just peeking just a little bit. I put on my headphones as the trip started.

As the drive took longer the girls felt exhaustion as we arrive at the stop for breakfast. Everyone had breakfast while I just order corn dog since I have no appetite to eat.

After a long period of driving we have finally arrived at the location. Seemingly the ambiance is refreshing, the sound of the waves makes you calm in peace, while the fresh wind passes through every strands of your hair, and the calming chirping of the birds. Somehow I got back to my old self when I find out that this place must also be the way to forget him.

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It's already night time here at the place we're staying, the dinner is already served while our laughters and loud conversation is the only one to be heard since it's private and we're the only ones here.While eating our manager asked us.
Manager: So what's the concept for the next song?
Chaeyoung: Well, I want it to be dark. Somehow showing fierce
-some of the girls agreed while the others are unsure-
Mina: what about making the ONCES feel special?
-some agreed but others are still unstable about their decision-
Sana: What about having fun? Like summer type of concept since we are here on a wonderful place. What you guys think?
-Their face started to chime as they heard my suggestion-
Manager: Can you elaborate more about that idea Sana?
Sana: Well manager-nim I wanted to be happy because I got broken these past few days, what if the concept of our new song is showing happiness? Through friends and family while being here on the beach!
-Manager agrees-
Manager: So do you have any idea what's the title of this song?
Sana: Not yet manager-nim
Manager: What about you girls? Any ideas?
Jihyo: Hmm.. let's make it simple! "Happy"?
-Everyone went silent then bursts into laughter-
Jeaongyeon: That's not even a title Jihyo! (hysterical laugh)
Nayeon: Since we are at the beach and we have to have fun what about "Dancing in the Sunlight"
Jeongyeon: Yah! You just copied the song "Dancing in the moonlight" (laughs)
-everyone bursts into laughter-
Sana: Hmmm moonlight, dance (squeals) what about "Dance the Night Away"?
-everyone turned their heads to my direction as they brighten up their faces-
Dahyun: SANA-UNNIE IS BACK!!

Everyone cheered and formed a group hug while the manager walked out bringing the paper that was composed of the plan about the new song.

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I walked slowly towards the sea while the sand touches my feet, few inches away from the waves as I feel the air. I close my eyes to finally relax for the mean time Y/N's face reflects, somehow it kills me why Y/N did such thing even though he is not that kind of guy that would break a girl's heart.

I look down and picked a small rock I bounced the rock twice while it's still in my hand then all of the thoughts that's bothering me is placed in that small rock. As the clock strikes 12 I threw the rock and I shouted.
Sana: I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU!

~That would be the last time of me saying that to you my love now I'm finally letting you go, be free and spread your wings~ (I thought to myself)

I grabbed my chest as I slowly sat down, suddenly the storm from my eyes began to go down. I grabbed a hand full of sand as the tears falls down more and more.

I released the sand from my hand and I slowly picked my hand and put it on my head as grabbed my hair.
Sana: Paboya! I loved you! I WAS SO INTO YOU! YOU LEFT ME! NEVER COME BACK IN TO MY LIFE AGAIN! I HATE YOU! (I shouted)

The heaviness of my heart began to decrease as I shouted the words that I've been keeping since the day that Y/N broke up with me. I stared at the sea and then I looked up.
~I wish for you to be happy and wealthy, I wish for the best for you and please take care of yourself especially your eyes. Don't let anyone hurt you I still wanted you to see me in stage! Please~ (I wished as I look at the stars.

The last drop of tear began to fall. I packed myself up and began to walk away, slowly but surely leaving the marks that had me broken. As I imagine holding a rope between the two human being that is inlove, now that they're gone it's time to let go of the rope that would never come back.

The bridge of love already collapsed now in order to repair it replace it with memories that could patch up the broken pieces from the past. It might sound weird but not all past must be forgotten, some is something that could bring you up somehow an inspiration to do more or to move. The question is, can I really move on?