Chapter 4

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(That photo of Tsukishima is kinda hot 🥵)
⚠️Slight swearing ‼️‼️
~Tsukishimas POV~

Hinata walked back in first, he was smiling but I knew it was fake, the king took a while but entered the gym right when coach Ukai arrived. Kageyama and Hinata were messing up there quick attacks the whole time, Kageyama would set the ball to high or to early, and Hinata would jump to early or to late, "There's something up with them today." I could hear Suga and Daichi talking in the back. "Hey king, what's going on? I didn't think someone as royal as you could mess up." I don't know why Im saying this, "tch" Kageyama looked down at his feet. "Oh I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you, please forgive me your majesty." Why the hell was I saying these things? I want to stop. "Hey Tsukki that's enough!" Said yams while giving me a look, but I ignored it and just grinned. "Okay guys let's calm down and continue practice!" Yelled Daichi. Kageyama messed up his set again, "Pfft~" Hinata glared at me when he heard me. "...I'm sorry, that was on me." The king had looked at me and looked back at the ball. "Wow the king finally admitted to it." I let out a small chuckle "Yes I did now can you shut up." He was now facing me with a mean look. "Aww is the king cranky? Do you need one of us commoners to get you some milk? Would that make you feel better?" I wish I wasn't like this I want to shut up! "Can you piss off?" Kageyama was glaring at me, "Guys please don't fight!" Asahi tried to calm down Kageyama. "Oh don't worry about him, I'm sure the tyrant is fine." "Maybe I wouldn't be such a tyrant if you would just learn to keep your stupid mouth shut for once and not comment on every small error I make, just because your insecure ass can't take having someone better then you doesn't give you the right to take it out on me." I felt the guilt rush to my chest, but my stupid pride wouldn't let it slide, "An arrogant king like you has no right to say that to me." "Arrogant or not we all know everything I just said is true, I worked hard to get where I am, we all worked hard, except you, we basically carried you to this point, so fuck off." My heart began to beat faster and I didn't know what to say except that he was right, all of this is happening because I can't handle having someone as amazing as Kageyama in front of me. "Hey Kageyama, I think you went to far.." suga stated as Kageyama was still glaring at me. "Your right.." I felt everyone's eyes turn to me "tch" I was angry, but how could I blame him, I mean he was right, "Hey guys none of that is true, come one let's get back to-" Daichi was trying to calm us down before I interrupted "no, he's right, It's okay." I didn't know what to say. My body just walked out the gym and began to walk home. Tch I'm such an idiot what the hell is wrong with me...why can't I be normal..I got home and laid on my bed when I heard the doorbell, I didn't feel like getting it so I just ignored it, when I suddenly felt a vibration from my phone, it was Kageyama,

Kageyama: OPEN THE DAMN DOOR

Kei: wth are you doing here?

Kageyama: I said. Open. The. Damn. Door.

Kei: tch fine.

Kageyama: excuse you don't fucking "tch" me bastard, now hurry up.

Kei: I'm coming geez.

I walk downstairs and open the door, Kageyama looked like he just ran a mile, "im sorry!" He was now bowing in front of me, "hey what the hell are you-" "I'm sorry for saying those things, I wasn't thinking and I-"
"Stop, your not the one who's supposed to be apologizing, Kageyama" he looked up at me immediately, "I'm the one who's sorry I'm always such a jerk and pushing everyone away, even when I don't want them to go...like you.." I was looking straight at Kageyama, his eyes widened, "You should probably go..." I was going to close the door when he stopped me, "Hey wait!" I suddenly felt his hands grab the collar of my shirt and his lips touch mine. "W-w-what the hell king what are you doing?" I felt my face turn red. He didn't say anything and just hugged me. I slowly put my arms around him too and we stayed like that for a few minutes. "Okay now get off your all sweaty." "Sorry." I don't know why but right when he let go I felt like grabbing him and never letting go. "Tch" Kageyama looked up at me confused, "Did I do something?" The fact that when I did that he assumed it was his fault kinda hurt. "No you didn't..you can shower here I'll let you borrow some clothes." "Okay." He walked to the bathroom in my room, I sat on my bed and waited for him to come out, I was getting impatient, I just wanted to hold him forever. He finally got out, he was wearing some of my sweatpants which were big on him, and a black t-shirt, which was also to big for him, but it was cute in some way. He walked over to me and laid down beside me. I felt his arms around me, I hugged him back. I was brushing my hand through his hair, I could feel his warmth which made me feel safe. We stayed like that for a few minutes, when suddenly l felt him let go and sit up, I frowned at the lack of touch I was receiving.
"Can I ask you something?"

"Hmm? um sure."

"Why did you break up with me?" I stayed silent for a few seconds, I really didn't want to answer that question.

"I...because I felt like I wasn't good enough for you."

"...Why?" He stared at me which made me more nervous, "You were always laughing and making jokes, while I was a jerk the whole time, I thought that you could find someone better then me, someone that wouldn't point out your every mistake, someone that could give you what you deserve." Kageyama got up and sat on my lap, "Hey everything that I said at practice...I didn't mean it..okay? I don't know why you thought that I could find someone better than you. I hate it when you doubt yourself like this, do you know how many times I wanted to make sure you were eating properly? Do you know how many times I wanted to make sure you got enough sleep? You seriously piss me off sometimes. Every time I look at you my heart starts racing for no reason, and when you look at me I feel like I'm gonna die. And when you call me those names...it hurts...because I don't know if your joking or if you actually mean them...I'm trying to change for you and the rest of the team..." Kageyama was crying and that hurt I didn't want to see him cry. "I'm sorry- I'm sorry for calling you those things I don't mean them, I can never keep my mouth shut, I'm so stupid- im always saying things I know I'll regret, I'm sorry- Kageyama, please don't cry." I had my arms around him not wanting to let go. "Hey Kei.." it had been a while since he's called me Kei, and honestly it made me happy, I missed the sound of his voice calling out my name like that, wether he was mad or happy...I love him...I really do
"Yea?" "Do you love me..?" I was confused but I could see why he felt the need to ask that, I mean im a total asshole. "Of course, I always have loved you." He looked up at me, "Then..can you promise to never leave me again?" I gave him a small smile, "of course, but only if you promise the same." He smiled at me which made me really happy, "I promise." I kissed his lips, which soon turned into a make out session. Kageyama parted for air, and dug his face in my chest. "Is it weird if I say your a good kisser?" "Wow getting bold now are we?" A small grin forms on my face, "Shut up and just accept the compliment for once!" He gives me a playful punch on the shoulder. I couldn't help but let out a small chuckle. I hope we stay like this forever..

The End!

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Sorry I know this was super short and kinda sucked, but then again I did write this during school for fun and I was just fixing spelling errors 💀 I was thinking maybe just writing an extra short story where y'all can see what happened with Yamaguchi and Hinata👀 but idk if y'all are interested in it, so if you guys can let me know please do so. ALSO SORRY I KNOW I SAID ID UPLOAD ON SATURDAY BUT YOU KNOW HOW IT ISSS-

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