karljacobs x reader

chapter 6✨

"im sorry y/n" Karl started "i really messed up"
"yeah, tell me about it" you said
"i really am sorry, we were both drunk so when you kissed back i just thought it was your drunk self.. i dont know" karl started tearing up at this point,
"yeah well you didn't have to leave me like that"
"well im sorry for kissing you, it was a mistake" he said, that hurt your heart.

it was a mistake.

"yeah, its okay karl, im just mad that you left me out there" you forced a laugh "im going to go catch up on the school i missed, i will see you later"
"are you sure? that its okay, i dont want to lose you really" karl said, you looked back,
"yeah"

with that, you walked up the stairs and into your room. you closed the door and locked it, turning the lights on. you cleaned up the room and gathered your school papers. four exams. you had missed 4 exams that you had to make up.. "great" you whispered to yourself. you sat at your desk and began working.

after many hours of studying and making up schoolwork you were finally done. sitting at your desk, teary eyes, thinking about what had gone down earlier today. it was past 3am. you heard karl go up to bed many hours ago.
you cried yourself to sleep, and that was that.

you woke up around 6:45. you went to the bathroom to get ready for class. as you were walking out of the bathroom you caught a glimpse of karl coming out of his room
"goodmor-" he was cut off by your bedroom door shutting
"ning" you heard faintly from behind your door.

after class you went to the store to pick up some food for the week. normally karl would ho with you but today you went alone. you picked up some groceries and left, but you didn't go home. you went to a lake and sat in your car.

karl called, you ignored. then he messaged, and you ignored again. "just a mistake" you thought. after everything that has happened in the past few weeks, it was just a mistake. you decided to look at karls message,
"why do you hate me :["

why do you hate me

you didnt hate him, in fact you were in love with him but he obviously didn't feel the same. and that was when you remembered. "fuck.." you said as you frantically looked at the calendar on your phone. today was the 25th. 2 days from now, the calendar read,

"nyc with karl<33"

"great" you said as you pulled out of the lake parking lot and drove home.

words: 455
not great but hopefully next chapter will be better