Going back to "normal"

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My moms forcing me to go back to school. I've already missed so much, and I pleaded not wanting to go back. I'll be known as that girl. The girl who was in the hospital for a long time. The bad thing is, they don't even know why. Knowing my school people have already spread around different theories. They probably thought I tried to kill myself or something. Little do they know the things that put me in their are horrible, unspeakable things. Plus I was out of school while at the foster home too. God I hate this feeling. The feeling in my gut. That feeling is fear, and it won't go away. I'm afraid of what they will say, I'm afraid of being hurt, I'm afraid of everything.

School is tough. Everyone is staring at me, mocking me. The problem is, I don't know what they are thinking and saying. It's making my head spin. Macy even stared at me weird, and the only person I said one word to was Logan. He was there, and I'm so thankful for that. Even my teachers look at me like I'm some un identified creature. I just want to go home.

(Sorry I haven't updated :) but I plan on updating every Wednesday! Sorry it's short)

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