still with you

17

{JUNGKOOK'S POV}

today was our 6th concert and I decided to rock it. I didn't want to disappoint the people who made my life worth living.

I went to the vanity van where tae was getting ready

"chingu-yaa you ready?" he asks

"yes" I reply with a genuine smile

"you seem in a good mood today" 

"I am trying, I have to perform well today" I reply

he nods in agreement

"ok I gotta go now, my solo is on in a few" I say as I leave the van

"all the best kookie" he shouts

"thank you hyung!" I reply back

I go up to backstage. the stage was HUGE.

I peeked and saw that the stadium was filled. I was happy at that time. nothing mattered other than the armies

one of the staff members asked "are you ready sir?"

"don't call me sir, and yes I am" I smile

"ok then, you're up"

I take a deep breath and pray for a few seconds

I go up on the stage

"JUNGKOOK! JUNGKOOK! JUNGKOOK!" the huge crowd screams

I was satisfied.

'24 nuguboda deo ppalli eoreuni doen geonman gata

My life has been a movie all the time
Hae tteuneun goseuro dallyeosseo every single night
Nuguui naeire gabwatdeon geotdo gata
On sesangi neomu keotdeon geu sonyeon
Keep on runnin' errday mic jabadeureo
Friends ridin' subway, I'll be in the airplane mode
Jeon segyereul rock on I made my own lotto
But neomu ppareun geonji nochyeobeorin heunjeogi
Don't know what to do with
Am I livin' this right?
Wae naman dareun sigonggan sogin geolkka'

my time, is a very special song to me. this song is about my emotions.it shows my journey from a trainee to being a world star. I put into this song that I grew up faster than I wanted to and I lost the time when I should've enjoyed. but I don't regret anything. all of it was worth it in the end

as the song came to an end, the stadium was filled with chants of my name and some excessive screaming.

I stood there, smiling.

"let's go jungkook, come down" the staff member called me from the backstage

"wait" I say on the mic

the stadium goes dead silent

"hello guys!" I say

"I wanted to take a moment and talk to you all, I know for the past few days, I've upset many of the armies, and I am genuinely sorry for that" my voice cracks

"guys, also, about the girl? I'm gonna tell you about her, she's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. she's a little crazy but she can be tolerated, she is so damn talented. I love her army, and I am so freaking happy with her" I smile through tears

"Y/N, if you're watching this, I just wanna say, I miss you so damn much, and I can't live without you. I tried to move on all these days but I'm sorry I couldn't. baby you're one in a million and I'd be the luckiest guy if I get to call you mine" I sniffle

"army, I wanna ask you something, would you accept us? would you be happy if your jungkook is happy?" 

the silence was still filled in the stadium

"YES!!!!" they answer after a few minutes

yes.

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A/N-

wow, so yeas, no but actually I'd literally die if someone did this to me

also, you think they'll be back together? let me know

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