still with you

20

*5 days later*

today we had to travel to Sydney. jungkook told me that they already have performed in Sydney once but he is still nervous.

jack and grey were also traveling with us. I gotta take a minute to appreciate bighit (or hybe tf you call it). they really took well care of us and we never felt uncomfortable. so overall this tour wasn't a bad idea.

"come here" jack pulled me to a side

"what?" I asked

"ok so, don't freak out. i don't know how to put this so i'll just say it"

"ok?"

"grey likes you"

lord. 

"he what?" i look at her

"i-, he like you" she says, almost feeling guilty

"he does know I love jungkook right?"

"of course but-"

"-I'll talk to him"

I walk towards Greyson

"come here I need to talk to you" I pull him from where he was talking to Jimin

"what?"

"do you like me?" I ask straight away

"huh? what? are you-"

"answer me the fuck now" i interrupt him

he stays quiet for a few seconds and then looks at me with some guilt, sincerity, emotion in his eyes

"I do" he sighs

"grey" I look at him

"I know, I will get over it, I promise"

"since when is this all going on"

"since the pizza booth"

"you could've told me then" I say, partly sounding mad

"I couldn't because I thought you didn't feel the same and guess what I was right" he shrugs

"well, i- ok but still I mean"

"Y/N, seriously, it's fine. I am very happy for you and jungkook, I swear" he gives me a genuine smile

"are you sure grey?" 

"extremely" 

he hugs me lightly and leaves.

i stand there. of course, I felt extremely bad for hurting him but I loved jungkook too much.

"what happened" a deep voice interrupted my thoughts

i looked up. it was kookie

"nothing' i sigh

"didn't look like nothing"

"seriously, kookie it was nothing" 

"jeez, i just asked"

"then DON'T" I almost yell

I start to walk away and he grabs my wrist with his veined tattooed hands

"the fuck is wrong with you" he clenches his jaw

"nothing, leave me alone" I try to release my hand from his grip

"aish" he leaves my hand

"stay away from him" he says softly

"what now?" i turn around to face him

"i don't like the guy, how dare he hug my girl" he looks around

"jungkook he's my friend," i say, annoyed

"i don't care just don't get too involved with him"

"why do you care? he's my friend I'd do the heck I want"

"Y/N" he sighs

"I am sorry" I apologize as soon as I realized I hurt him deeply with my awful words

"yeah, alright. do whatever you want"

he leaves and goes towards the boys.

great, just great.

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A/N-

ok so, did you all attend #bangbangcon21? argh, I am still not able to process it.

it was my first ever concert experience, even though virtual.

I am so fucking overwhelmed right now. I just don't know what to feel and what not to feel

I am so so so so so freaking proud of these precious boys. seriously, they aren't going to stop until they conquer the world.

also, I am listing a few books down, make sure to read them, they're amazing<3

I purple you by apersonalwayslost

that's just life by sun_and_storms

trouble( PJM fanfic) by lostandfound20

it's messed up by aayeshahahha

do read these beauties.

KEEP STREAMING MIC DROP, FAKE LOVE AND IDOL. WE ARE VERY NEAR TO 1B

Thanks for reading this crap

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