The next day we headed towards the palace. I was sitting on the floor staring in front of me. In my head I was preparing these speeches I would tell Newt and I imagined all the things that could happen. I was not talking to anyone, I was not speaking or drinking. Tommy and Teresa were trying to make me feel a bit better but I could not care less. When anybody mentioned Newt I started crying. I could not handle my emotions and it made me very angry. We went through so much together. It could not have ended like this.
When we arrived I ran towards the entrance but the guards stopped me. I explained who I was and they led me inside. They took me to some kind of bowling alley where I spotted Newt. I froze and was unable to move. When Newt saw me he ran towards me and hugged me tight. He kissed me and then whispered in my ear "This is the right thing to do." when these words left his mouth I completely broke down into tears. For about 5 minutes we were both crying, holding on to each other. I remembered the moment I saw him in the Glade. I instantly knew I could trust him. And then there was the thing with Jessica when we both almost dies but then we saved each other. During the scorch trials the only thing keeping me alive was the fact that I could see him. Then they put me into a room for weeks and when I thought it was over they told me my boyfriend was dying. These 5 minutes covered more emotions than the last 2 years. We knew that after this it was over. Newt let go of me and looked me in the eyes. "All the years we had together were the best years of my life. I don't think I would have survived without you. You are the only one I love but that does not matter right now. I can't be selfish. I put you in danger with every moment we spend together. At least we had this much time together. I am very grateful for it all. Don't ever forget me darling." he said and then kissed me. Then he placed something in my right hand. It was a necklace with a dove pendant. "Newt, where did you get this? What is this?" I asked. He explained he got it from a woman who lost her husband. The same woman gave Newt the pin of his husband. When she heard our story she wanted to help us get through this terrible goodbye.
"I can't live without you Newt. You are my everything. But I will accept your choice. I will never forget you. You will always be in my heart." I said and kissed him for the last time. The guards were already behind us ready to take me away. "Goodbye Newt" he looked at me and without saying anything he messaged me telepathically 'Goodbye (Y/N). Remember me.' As I walked outside my brother and bestie were waiting for me. I walked towards them and hugged them both. I could not even understand myself. I never cried about anything. These past days turned me into a real cry-baby. We all got back on the berg where everybody else hugged me. It was time to go through with our plan: destroying W.I.C.K.E.D.
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Fanfiction(Y/N) wakes up inside a box not remembering how she got there or where she was. All her fears and doubts disappear when she meets the boy with dirty blonde hair and brown eyes. Little does she know her life will never be easy again.
