"Don't Worry I'm Used To It" Lashton (complete)

Chapter 11~ Maybe I Don't Want Your Help

Luke's P.O.V

It's been bugging me all day.

I don't know if I should tell him I saw his scars, or ignore it.

I probably should help him but I don't know how...

Gaah, I suck at this.

Normally on Saturdays I hang out with Calum and Michael. But with all this shy going on, I think I'll be fine without them.

I pace through my room tugging at my hair.

Maybe I should ask Ash if he wants to hang out, then bring up the topic later?

Yeah, I'll do that.

Pulling out my phone I dial his number.

One ring.

Two ring.

Three ring.

"H-hello?"

"Hi Ash! Are you busy today?"

I mentally groan, to straight forward.

"N-no, w-why?" His stutter is so adorable I just love this boy so much!

I did not just admit that.

"Do you want to hang out at the park or something? As friends of course..."

Ashton goes silent making me worry. Did I say something wrong? Can he smell my breath through the phone?

"S-sure, I'll be there in ten minutes."

I squeal then slap my hand over my mouth.

"D-did you j-just squeal?"

I nervously laugh, "Pssh, what no! I'll see you at the park bye!"

Ashton's P.O.V

I smile making my way down the sidewalk with my hands in my pocket.

So far, today has been good.

Lauren and Harry are with my grandpa, and my mom and Joe are at a club.

But, I know they'll be back later.

I walk over to a bench and sit down happily pulling out my phone.

I click on Tumblr and scroll through my dash. Hey, I'm a gay Tumblr boy and I don't care who knows it.

"Boo!" Two hands jab my sides making me squeal.

I turn to see Luke looking at me with a big grin on his face. He's so hot.

No Ashton, don't think like that. You can't like your only friend. Plus, I'm pretty sure Luke is straight so it wouldn't work.

Luke tugs at my hand pulling me up. He drags me towards the swings with that stupid yet adorable grin. His lip ring sparkles in the sun and- oh gosh I need to stop.

He plops down on a swing as I awkwardly do the same on the one next to him.

"So, how've you been?" Luke asks examining my face carefully.

"G-good. W-what about y-you?" I seriously hate my stutter so much right now.

"I saw your scars!" Luke slaps a hand over his mouth as my eyes widen.

I knew it, he saw my freaking scars.

My breath quickens, he's gonna end our friendship I know it. Oh gosh, what am I gonna do without Luke.

"Ashton?! Ashton are you listening to me?" I snap back to reality to see Luke crouching down near me .

"Don't worry, it's okay. Everyone goes through phases like this," He starts.

I snap, and that's rare for me.

"Phase?! It's not a freaking phase! It's my entire life! E-every freaking day I feel pain! Does anyone care?! No!"

Luke's eyes widen as I put my face in my hands. This is all just frustrating.

"Ashton calm down, I can help you." Luke pleads.

My head snaps up and I turn around.

"I don't need help." I say through gritted teeth.

"You need help, I can tell!"

I turn around once again to face him.

"Maybe I don't want your help!" The tears stream down my face as I stomp away.

I suddenly stop realizing what I said.

Am I crazy?!

I need freaking help I just don't want it.

"KID MOVE OUT OF THE WAY!"

I turn to move but it's to late.

A car horn is heard, then everything suddenly goes black.

A/N Did I update soon enough? I'm going crazy 400 something views! Thank you guys so much!

QOTC-
Favorite song at the moment??

AOTC-
Remembering Sunday by All Time Low. I recently just started listening to their music (I know I'm way behind) and that song really stuck with me. I love it so much! If you haven't heard it GO LISTEN TO IT OR ELSE.

no pressure XD