A/N I'm gonna skip the date because I suck at fluff.. here we go...Ashtons POV
The date was perfect.
Luke is all I could ever ask for.
But of course, all good things come to an end...
The second I got home, I was met with a sharp slap to the face. And of course, it was Joe.
"Where were you fag?! You should've been home hours ago!" I winced tripping backwards.
"I-I was w-with a friend." I want not going to ruin things with Luke by telling Joe about him.
"That's no f'ucking excuse boy!" Before I could respond, he shoved me to the ground repeatedly kicking me in the gut. What hurt the most though, was seeing my mom laughing behind him.
The tears didn't stop running down my face after I got a deadly beating.
I ran to my room, with a growling stomach. I know I'm not gonna get food, today was the only day I at least got something...
And now, I'm sitting against the wall thinking all of this over.
Why can't I ever just have one good day?! That's all I want!
I sigh looking around, then my eye sees a sparkle. That very familiar shiny, sparkle...
Shakily, I get up and stumble to my dresser. The shiny piece of medal stares at me, begging to be used.
I pick it up, twiddling it in between my fingers. "So we meet again."
Another day, another cut.
Slicing the blade back and forth against my skin, I don't stop.
No one will care, right?
I wince from the pounding bruises scattered around my entire body.
Another hour, another bruise.
I know what's left from the routine.
Another meal, another empty stomach.
A/N Kinda quick and kinda crappy. But hey, I really wanted to update for you guys!!
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