Life as BLACKPINK's 5th member

Am I Okay?

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Lariza's POV

"Hey, LeeLee, you okay?"

I heard the voice of one of my new friends, Hoseok. Yeah, I made friends with all of BTS. I really can't shut up.

Sighing, I gave Hoseok a slight look.

"I'm fine."

Hoseok chuckled.

"Really? You're shaking and all sweaty."

I gave a glare as he chuckled more.

"I'm nervous, okay?"

"Why? What happened?"

Hoseok stopped laughing and focused on me.

"Nothing."

Hoseok smiled sweetly.

"Come on, you can trust me.~"

I gave a long sigh.

"It's nothing. Just nervous, as always."

Hoseok nodded, but in his eyes, I could tell he didn't believe.

"I'm really fine, I swear."

I said to try and get him to believe me.

"Don't lie to me, LeeLee."

I huffed then focused on the group performing.

"I'm fine, Jung Hoseok."

He shivered when I said his full name.

"Damn, okay, don't yell at me in Spanish."

I gave a small smile.

"I see that smile! You feel better?~"

I nodded my head at his words.

"Yeah, thanks Hobi."

Hoseok gave a bright smile.

"Yaaaaay!! Now focus!! Stray Kids is on!!"

I laughed at Hoseok's "stern" voice.

"Okay, okay."

My eyes trailed to the stage where I saw that Stray Kids were starting their performance. The whole time my eyes went to Hyunjin. I didn't even notice the camera on me. But when Jennie tapped my shoulder and pointed at the camera, I quickly looked away from Hyunjin.

'Stupid!! Now there's gonna be rumors!!'

I mentally hit my head then stayed looking at the floor. I tried to distract my mind but only thought about Hoseok's words, "hey, LeeLee, you okay?" Sighing, I thought over and over about his words.

'Am I okay?'

That kept repeating on my mind, yet, I got no answers. I huffed then looked back up at the stage, Stray Kids were gone. I let out a sigh in relief then tried to focus on the other groups. But, my mind was completely gone. I kept thinking of Hoseok's worried tone and asking if I was okay.

'Of course, I'm okay! Right?'

Sighing, I got up and followed my group to the stage. It was now time to announce winners. I stayed by Jennie's side and held her hand. She gave me worried looks but didn't say anything. I focused on the MC and tried listening to their words. Even though, we did win my mind didn't even care until Jennie hugged me tightly with Rosé. I snapped out my mind and hugged them both tightly. Soon enough, Lisa and Jisoo joined the hug. We all smiled bright then pulled away. But when I pulled away I noticed Hyunjin smiling at me and waving. I wanted to smile back but...

"Okay, listen, we'll solve this after the award show. Right now let's go out and act normal. Which means no talking to Hyunjin, got it?"

I quickly looked away from Hyunjin and focused on my group.

'Sorry, Hyunjinnie...'