~Text Message~
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3:38 pm
Me:
Hyunjinnie?
Hyunjinnie:
OMG LARIZA!!!
YOURE NOT DEAD?!?!
Me:
No, I'm not dead
Wait
YOU THOUGHT I WAS DEAD
Hyunjinnie:
Nooooooooo....
Me:
Wow Hyunjinnie
Hyunjinnie:
Don't call me that
You disappeared on me
Lee Lariza
Me:
I have a good reason, okay?
Hyunjinnie:
Good reason? Look how
sad you made me!!
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Me:
Aww Hyunjinnie
Wait.....
Are you in a car?!?
Hyunjinnie:
I have to go somewhere
Me:
Where Hyunjinnie?
Hyunjinnie:
Lariza stop!!!
Me:
What's so wrong with calling
you Hyunjinnie?
Hyunjinnie:
You left me for no reason!!
Me:
I have a reason!!
Hyunjinnie:
Really? What is it?
Me:
I can't say
Hyunjinnie:
Oh, can't say?
Well then I guess no calling
me Hyunjinnie
Me:
Are you testing me rn?
Hyunjinnie:
Lariza I'm hurt, okay?
I'm very hurt and it hurts when
you call me Hyunjinnie
Me:
I'm sorry Hyunjin
Hyunjinnie:
Just don't say my name
It hurts too much
Me:
Okay...
Just let me change
your contact name
Hyunjinnie:
Okay
Me:
I did it
Hyunjin:
What was it before and
what is it now?
Me:
Not important
Anyways... I gtg
Hyunjin:
Yeah... me too
Me:
Bye
Hyunjinnie:
Bye
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I sighed and put my phone down.
"I'm sorry Hyunjin, but I really can't tell you."
Tears, started falling down my cheek.
"I do love you... It's not just a silly crush..."
I started to full-on cry into my pillow. I didn't even notice Jisoo walking in.
"LeeLee we have to- are you crying?"
I nodded my head and cuddled my pillow closer. Jisoo sighed as she walked over and sat down next to me.
"Why are you crying Lari?"
"I hurt him..."
"Hurt who?"
"My Hyunjinnie..."
I cried harder into the pillow as it hurt me to speak about Hyunjin.
"Oh Lariza..."
Jisoo started to rub my back.
"The idol life is hard, you know that Lari. I mean you already get hate for being friends with him, Chris, Felix, and BTS. Just imagine what the world would do if you dated Hyunjin. Hell, even imagine what our company would do."
I nodded my head into my pillow.
"I know, Jichu."
Jisoo stayed quiet as she softly started playing with my hair. I cried for bit longer then look up at her. With a smile, she wiped my tears away.
"Come on, we have a concert to do!"
She tried to say happily.
"Okay..."
Jisoo gave a sad look as we got up and walked out to meet the rest of the members.
'Just focus on the concert, Lariza. Everything will be fine...'
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Life as BLACKPINK's 5th member
FanfictionThis will follow Lee Lariza's life as BLACKPINK's 5th member. It will include inspired outfits most made by me, her Instagram, life as an idol, friends, debuting, ships, and some other things.
