TRIGGER WARNING: self harm cutting, blood, suicidal thoughts, self demeaning/blaming
... Why?
why can't I just be stronger?
Why couldn't I be there for them?
I was supposed to be there, but I wasn't.
everything that is happening to them is my fault.
if I was there when I was suppose to be, I could have fixed it. saved them.
then maybe the people who are suppose to love me would.
if they can't no one can, that's their job, to love me, to care about me, but i'm not worth it. I never was and never will be.
glint, what's that?
ring... no
blade
pop, hehe, 'pop'
arm
pressure
feeling
my eyes sting but, no tears?
weird.
more pressure
red.
pretty...
drip.
drip.
i like this.
another
more
again
again
again
again
again
i don't like this.
please, no more.
but,
...more? please.
help.
end it.
save me.
easier.
don't...
give up.
for everyone.
ok.
again.
now stop.
leave it alone
relish in the pain you deserve.
it will all be over soon.
all of it.
just wait.
goodbye.
:)
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