𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃|| 𝐣𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫

𝑷𝒕.4

"Y/n I swear to god you have to tell James you like him already! My chest hurts from your heart clenching," Remus whines and puts a hand on his chest, rubbing it. I sigh with a small pout and move his hand from his chest.

"I'm sorry, Remus. He's just making it so hard," I sniffed feeling the tears fight for their life as they want to escape my eyes, and flow down my cheeks. Remus' pout fell as he saw what state I was in. I felt his arms around me as he gave me a big hug, comforting me.

"I'm sorry, Y/n." He mumbled under his breath not letting me go. "It's fine, it wasn't even your fault." I told him with a sigh. "What did he tell you?" Remus asked. When he asked that; that was the moment I knew I had to break down.

"H-he asked if I could, you know, help him ask out Lily." I whispered softly not looking up at him. "And you said?" It felt as if I was going to die. It felt so dramatic, I hated it, but loved it so much. "Yes," I simply replied. I squeezed my eyes shut ready for my twin to yell at me.

"Y/n! What the hell!" Remus raised his voice, letting me go slightly so he can look at me, with wide eyes. I gulped and played with my fingers as I looked down in shame. "I didn't wanna see him hurt, Remmy. I didn't really have a choice," I muttered feeling more tears fill my eyes. Remus let out a big sigh.

(Pack it up Draco Malfoy!)

"Yeah, but Lily isn't James'!"

"And I'm not James'! I won't ever be! Don't you get it Remus...he's not going to love me." I shouted, allowing my tears to flow out of my eyes, and down my cheeks. "Yes he will,"

"It just takes time," Remus whispered. "Well I hate the way the time is acting right now," I scoffed and pushed past Remus then headed up to my dormitory.

I walk into the dormitory and find the reading on their own beds. I sighed in relief knowing their distracted and I could get changed into something else in peace. Or so I thought.

"Hello beautiful," Marlene smiles. I stop my tracks, wipe my tears, then turn around to face her. "Hello Marlene," I said with a fake smile trying not to let her know I was sad.

"What's wrong?" She asks. "Nothing, why?" I asked trying to play dumb. "Your eyes are red," she replies. "Oh," I mutter and look down.

"Let me guess," Dorcas sighed. "James' fault," I nod with a sigh before laying down in my bed, hugging the pillow. "I'll go deal with it!" She says and gets up. Marlene then pulls her back down with a glare. "Don't,"

Dorcas huffs and rolls her eyes. Lily then walks in the dormitory before seeing the state I'm in.

"Y/n, what happened?" She asked worryingly sitting down on my bed. "James asked me if I could help him ask you out," I told her in a whisper. "Please don't tell me you said yes,"

I look at her as more tears form in my eyes signaling her that I did in fact say yes to james request. Lily sighs and hugs me tightly as I sob into her shoulder.

"I'm sorry. I just didn't want to disappoint him, but lily whatever you do...don't reject him." I tell her. "But--" "lily," "fine," she sighs.

Marlene and Dorcas give each other a knowing look as they listen to our conversation.
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(𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩)

It has been exactly one month since james and lily have been dating. The boys are furious with me at the fact that i had told lily to not reject james, but i just didn't want to make him get upset if he got rejected. Sure, the boys were mad, but they would comfort me whenever i would see the two couple hanging out all happy and be adorable with each other.