Mystic Messenger Boyfriend Scenarios

707 x Suicidal Reader

Trigger Warning: Mentions of Self hatred and suicidal thoughts

You just couldn't anymore. Not only did you hate yourself, but so did the one person you love. "Then what am I supposed to do about feelings for you?!" You ask him, yelling. "I don't care about your feelings alright!" He screamed back at you. Those words stab through your heart. He didn't mean them, right? "Dammit! Don't look at me like that!" He turned away from your vision, his back now facing you. "This won't do. I'm going out in the hallway. I'll come back when your sleeping. Meantime, sort out your feelings." He stated coldly. No, no. You couldn't take it anymore. This place was too suffocating. You needed out, room to breath. Before Seven could, you ran and pushed him aside. You slam open the door and slam it back shut. You lock it too. "(Y/N)! What do you think your doing?!" Seven yanked on the knob, shouting through the door. You ran down the hall and down the never ending steps. You run down as fast as you can, heaving all the way down due to crying and sprinting. You cracked out a few sobs as you ran out of the building.

You couldn't remember much other than just running and your heart cracking into pieces. You were sitting at a bench in an empty park. You looked up at the moon, it was bright tonight but you weren't. Tears were still running down your face, but you didn't let out a sound. You know it wasn't safe to be out by yourself at this hour, but you just couldn't stand me being there anymore. You hear your phone start to buzz, so you take it out of your pocket. You look at your screen to see it's a call from Seven. You heart began close in, making your chest hurt. You hold in more tears as you answer the phone. "Seven?" You ask weakly. "Where are you?! Why did you run out like that?!" You hear him yell at you. You bite your lip to hold in a sob. "I'm at the park. I thought it would be better if I wasn't bothering you." You say. "Are you crazy?! Your by yourself right now! What if something happened to you?!" He continued to scold you. "I can't take it." You spit out in a neutral tone. "What?" Seven asked confused. "I hate myself. I'm so stupid and annoying. I just cause problems. Even the guy I like hates me." Your voice cracked at the last sentence. All you could hear was silence at end of the line. "I just wanna end it all. I just want it stop." You broke, and hot tears started falling again. You sniffed. "(Y/N)." Seven's voice became gentle, "Please come back. Please." He begged. "I'll be there soon."

You open the front door to Rika's apartment, only to be engulfed in a pair of arms. You hug Seven back, and began sobbing and frantically apologizing. "Shhhh..." Seven tried to calm. "It will all be okay."