Nyctophilia

Chapter 1

                 The Party
Although I was in pain I still managed to get out of bed and go have some fun with my friends.So as I put my shoes on to go to Jay's house my mom says ¨Mija don't forget to pick up you hermanito from lukes house at 9!she yells "yes mom i know!"I hurry putting my backpack on. I step down on the porch seeing Sam's white jeep wrangler "Get In loser!" Sam yells. As I open my door I see my ex Alexander pull out of his driveway. Sam looks over and realizes what I'm looking at "V lets go, Sam says."I snap out of it and quickly get in the car . As we drive off to Jay's house  she turns up the radio. As we go mubaling to the song I'm replying back to Ethan the guy I have been talking to. Ethan:Hey! What's your plans for today? Me:I'm going to help Sam and Jay set up for a party. Ethan:Ok have fun. Me:thanks. As i'm still thinking about alexander sam says ¨listen you need to let go of alexander remember if he wanted to he would.¨ As I looked at her with a small smile but yet she knew that i was hiding feelings. I still had feelings for alexander. As we pull up to Jay's house im still thinking about alexander but i tell myself ¨no you need to take advantage that your mom let you go out take a breath and loosen up.¨ As I walked into Jay's house with courage my courage slowly faded as I saw Alexander rearranging the couchs Sam and Jay were coming in behind me with Jay's hand on Sam's waist. They saw I turned to Jay and I re-played what I told myself earlier.So I turned back around and looked at Alexander and told him ¨what can I help you with?¨Jay and Sam looked at me with shock and I knew Sam was thinking that I was a complete badass. I text Ella saying Me:Hey Ella! Remember it's the party today, don't be late! Time went bye and me and Sam,Jay, and Alexander finished up and more people started coming. As alexander and jay come in with beers i can't help look at alexander and how good he looked with his vannie hands. I walked away into the kitchen knowing that Alexander was going to the kitchen. We looked eyes and he set the beer down and told me ¨what you wanna bite."As he walked away winking at me. I hear a knock at the door so I head my way to open the door. I open the door and I see a beautiful blonde girl with long eyelashes. She screams ¨ALEXANDER!"as she pases me running into Alexander's arms as I stand there. As they were hugging Alexander was looking at me, we looked eyes and I walked away to the kitchen. I'm not a person to drink too much but seeing that made me mad so i decided to make a drink. I put mostly vodka then punch. As I was walking away from the kitchen I saw Ella walk in. I took a deep breath and offered Ella a sip of my punch. She declines and gets a cup of water. I walk outside towards the pool and sit on one of the pool chairs. Alexander sits next to me and tells me, ''Look, she's nobody,'' and I look at him with tears in my eyes. ¨It doesn't matter who she is, we're done it's none of my business.¨ Alexander looks at me hurt and walks away. As I lay back down Ella sits next to me and talks to me about what happened to her mom. After we talked, Jose called her over as I was sitting there. I saw Ella get thrown in the pool when she got out . She looked at Jose and said something.She walked towards  jose and took her shirt off i instantly thought wow my friend is a badass. So I abovisaluy had to tell her that she was a whole badass. As I got up out of my chair I felt light headed so I decided to go towards the porch. After I went as I saw a gray BMW pull up it instantly reminded me of Ethan. Ethan the day before told me that he had a gray BMW. As I see the guy get out of the jeep it's ETHAN. As I instantly get up to hug him he picks me up and I rap my legs around him. Alexander was on his way out and sees me and Ethan. When I put my head up from Ethan's neck I saw Alexander's car leave and honestly in that moment I didn't care. Ethan sets me down and i tell him ¨took you long enough¨ he says ¨im sorry im here now though.¨As i'm looking up at him i have the courage to kiss him but he wins me at it.  As our lips touch we slowly start to move them.I pull away and say "will you give me a ride to go pick up my brother?" He says "yes"grabbing my waist. I felt butterflies and I tried not to freak out. I tell him " wait, I need to say bye to my friends." And he tells me " yea! So I can meet your friends that you always talk about." Him looking at me with a smirk on his face. We walk towards the house and I try to find Ella but she's no we're neither is Jose. So then I try looking for Sam and Jay and I find them but they were making out in the pool so I rather not. As Ethan leads me to the car he stops me and asks me "do you like me" and I look at him and tell him "like no other." He opens the door for me and drives me to Luke's house. When my brother got in the car I told him "Tadeo this is Ethan Ethan this is Tadeo." Tadeo says "oh hey" Ethan says "hey buddy." I tell Ethan in a nervous voice "he's my twin brother" Ethan looks at me and looks at my brother ¨im sorry¨. Tadeo looks at him and says ¨ïts ok don't worry about it.¨ Ethan puts his hand on my seat. We get to my house and Tadeo says bye. Tadeo leaves and I stay in the car with Ethan. I look at Ethan and I tell him ¨don't worry I think he likes you¨ I put my hand on his cheek and rub his cheek with my thumb lightley. He looks at me like no guy has looked at me.I tell him ¨you should stay with me we just need to sneak in¨ he says ¨yes ok let me park the car you can go in its cold¨ i nod yes but at the corner of my eye is see my mom looking outside of the window so i act like we're saying goodbye. I walk in and I see my mom sitting on the couch waiting for me. ¨Hi mija,sit with me¨ she said. I sit down next to her and she tells me ¨Mija, who is this muchacho you said goodbye to?¨ I look at her and said ¨Mom es mi novio te estoy diciendo esto porque you know i don't like hiding thing from you.¨ She looks in my eyes and says ¨Tank you, and it's fine if you have a boyfriend my love i'm happy that your moving on from alexander.¨ I look at her and smile ¨i love you mama¨ ¨I love you to mija.¨ We say to each other. I go up to my room with guilt knowing that I'm sneaking someone into her house. I open the window for Ethan with his wispy black hair with a hair strand covering his eyes, with his blue hat with LA on .He smiles and crawls in he tells me ¨thank you¨ and gives me a forehead kiss. I change in my pj's in front of he tells ¨me do you want me to go¨ and i look at him confused ¨he tells me well if your comfortable with me staying i can stay.¨ I look at him and tell him ¨no your fine¨ I slip on my shorts with an old T-shirt. He picks up the picture of my dad on my nightstand and asks me ¨is this your dad?¨ I look a him with a sad look in my eyes and say ¨yes.¨ He asks me ¨where is he anyways?¨ I look at him and take a  deep breath and say ¨He past away in a car accident.¨ He turns to put the picture back. And looks at me and says ¨i'm sorry,he is looking after you and seeing what a beautiful daughter you are.¨ He wraps me around his skinny tan arms around me and says ¨you are the first girl that has liked me for me not for my looks not for my money but for me.¨ ¨I looked at him and said ¨i like you because your there for me and in my last relationship he only liked going to parties and showing me off.¨ ¨But all i wanted is him wanting to have a sleepover with me and do fun things but half of the time he was drunk.¨ ¨Wait who¨ Ethan looking at me with confusion. I look at him and say with me biting my lip because of how nervous i was ¨That guy that was walking out and got into a red car.¨ Ethan looks at me with a surprised face ¨He says oh ok it's getting late lets sleep.¨ Me surprised that he didn't say anything. I say ¨Ok.¨ As we lay down he puts his arm around my waist and I smile. I had never fell asleep that fast.