Nyctophilia

Chapter 5

        This chapter contains sexual activity we advice 16+ to read this chapter thank you!
       Oh how much I love you
"Hello Ethan" i say looking at him with my brown eyes. I take a deep breathe and say "listen Im sorry if I made it look like I still liked Alexander...the truth
is... Alexander was their my dad died." I say looking down fidgeting with my fingers. "I'm sorry for not letting you explain." "It's ok" i say looking at him. He looks at me slightly getting closer "i missed you" he says. I tell him laying on his muscular shoulder "I missed you to." He puts his hand on my thigh slightly rubbing his thumb on my thigh. I look up at him and say "my mom she...has a boy...friend" I say while tears running down my face. I put my face in my hands. Ethan hugged me and laid me on his legs. I put my arm on his knee. And I take a deep breath filling my lungs with air.He plays whit my dark long black hair. I wake up to the feeling of being put on my bed. As I see a tall muscular figure walk out of my room. I say "Ethan?"My mouth being slightly dry. As my eyesight slightly blurry.He says walking towards me "hey." I tell him "did I fall asleep? I'm so sorry I just was really...um" my eyesight going into focus and out. He says "Veronica ?" In a worried voice. I close my eyes and slightly fall. Ethan catches me and says "hey hey."I say "water." He sets me down and runs down stairs and getting me a glass of water. I felt as if I was going to faint. He comes back upstairs handing me the of cold water. I take a sip and breathe in and out. He touches my four head making sure I didn't have a fever "when was the last time you ate?" I look at him from looking down at my glass cup "11:00 ish?" He says slightly mad "V! It's 7:00 pm!" "I'll be back in going to go make you something." He says slightly scoffing. As he walks out my room I grab my phone scrolling through social media. I see all these beautiful girls who are prefect. I place my phone back on my night stand. Slightly bothered that I don't look nearly as beautiful as them.I hear a door close hard I shrugged it off and minutes later I hear Ethan coming up stairs. He walks in with a sandwich as he hands it to me my lips curve into a smile and I say "thank you." He say "of course but you need to stay on track with your eating honey I don't want this happening again." I say "ok I'm sorry." He says slightly laughing "your brother looks like he's going to have fun he came in with a girl." I chuckle and say "Oh gosh." I take a bite of my sandwich. I say looking at Ethan confused "wait is my moms car still at the beach?" Ethan says "no, I brought it because my dad took me to the beach because my car is at the mechanic, so I just brought your moms car." I nod and he says "finish your sandwich." I say "ok." He looks at my neck and says "mh you still have the necklace I gave you." Finishing my sandwich I take a sip of water I say " I could never take this off." He kisses me. This is the first time he kissed me since our fight. I place the white plate on my night stand. As our soft slips start moving he slowly gets on the bed. He puts his hand on my cheek. I brake the kiss and climb on top of him and start kissing him rapidly. He puts his hands on my thighs squeezing them. I rap my hands around his neck slowly moving my fragile body back and fourth. He takes his hand off one of my thighs and grabs a chunk of hair and pulls my long hair back reveling my neck and whispers in my ear "your mine..." He lets go and I say "I'm yours." I take off his black hoodie reveling his abs. I run my fingers through his abs. I move down and play with his Calvinklin underwear strap. I chuckle teasing him and we make eye contact. He flips me over and grabs my neck slightly squeezing it he says "fuck me already..." I say butting my lower lip "fine" slightly moaning. He unbuttoned my Jean shorts and takes them off throwing the across the room. Reveling a purple lace thong. He parts my thighs kissing them. I admire his beautiful thick black hair. With his tan muscular body. He moves up taking off my gray sweater. As he took off my white tank top reveling my boobs because I didn't wear a bra he says "wow." Kissing them he moves up to my neck kissing it all over with his soft lips. I rap my legs around his abdomen and he takes of his pants.leaving him in his boxers.He says "ready" taking off his underwear. I nod up and down. He takes of my Lacey thong and puts it in. I moan. He thrusts in and out saying "wow your so...mm." I bite my lower lip digging my nails into my bed sheets.I moan loader. I say "faster" he agrees and rails me. I flip him over and ride him. He puts his hands on my but squeezing them. I bite lip. We both lay down breathing in and out. I lay my head on his chest and say "Ethan...this...was my first time..." He says rubbing my back "it still felt amazing." I chuckle and close my eyes. I felt happy,grateful, and alive. I realized that sometimes it's ok to be broken so you could be fixed into something more beautiful than you already were. I take a deep breath and look at Ethan. His beautiful face reflects in the moon. Ethan says slight laughing "are you watching me sleep mrs brown?" I lay my head higher on to his chest saying "maybe." He kisses my head and says "so your mom has a new boyfriend huh?" I say putting my head up and laying my head on my hands "yea i think so." He says "I'm sorry but it's been a while since your dad died maybe that is what she needs." I look at his chest and look back up tucking my hair behind my ear.I sigh and say "I know babe but it's just hard...I really need my dad right now." He sighed looking at me "im sorry babe I love you and i promise that I will take care of you" he say with his deep voice. "I know babe,I'm tired I'm go to sleep"As I say laying on his chest with my naked body. "Good night" he says rubbing my back.