The Boy With The Blue Eyes

Sad Chapter 11

*The next morning*

I felt someone moving next to me I open one eye to see Luke has gotten out of the bed and going to the bathroom. I sigh I feel like shit and felt a burning sensation in my wrist the memories from last night race through my mind I sigh once again I try to blink the tears away. I felt a tear rolled down and seconds later I felt a whole bunch of tears rolling down I cover my mouth trying to quiet down my cries . This fear I have I'll never get better, I'll never recover from this, and it's just makes me feel like shit I'm just a big as failure. As I sob and covering my mouth to be quiet with my awful cries and also holding my stomach since I was crying so hard it was hard my life is full of misery. I heard the door open so I turn away to hide the state I'm in but I guess I didn't succeed since Luke ask me what's wrong and all, I felt a hand on my shoulder I turn my head around so I look at my penguin.

*Luke pov*

I sigh as I heard whimpers I look up to see Fallen turn around obviously trying to hide her tears away. God it hurt me like hell yesterday was damn I felt hurt to see my princess bloody wrist and thighs was she hurting so much to take a blade and slice her skin open?😔

"Why you crying Fallen?" Already knowing the answer
"Nothing just got something in my eyes" she said forcing a laugh but I knew better
"Just tell me god damn it Fallen!" I said losing my patience
"I feel sad ok! I feel like shit, I feel like a failure, worthless, and useless! Happy now!" She said trying to hold back her cries. My eyes widen my heart fell and wonder why she feels like that, if only she can see what I see would she change her mind? I saw how she got up from the bed wiped her tears away taking a shaky breath and pulled her sleeves down I got a glimpse of her bandaged wrist I wince from the memories from last night seeing how deep they were.
"Where you going?" I said seeing her leaving the room
"To the living room" she said.
I got up and follow her. She sat down on the couch and just sat there looking on the black screen I worried at the scene.
"You know the tv isn't turned up right?"
"I know it isn't" she said irritated I scrunch my eyebrows confused.
"Fall you ok?"
She looked up and saw emptiness in her eyes I sigh
"Turn the tv on we can see a movie" I said
"No I like the black screen better it's black my favorite second color, it's black like my soul" she said her voice cracking a bit
My eyes widen on the last part and kinda worry
I sat down next to her and we just stayed there for about two minutes until I said come her and pulled her and made her sit on my lap and she lean in and left a peck on my lips
"I'm sorry I just don't know what's wrong with me no more" she said taking a deep breath.

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