The Boy With The Blue Eyes

Chapter 12

*2 weeks later*

After what happen, Luke hasn't left me alone and I'm glad it gets dangerous when I'm alone because that's when the demons in my mind say hello... So now Luke left a few hours and I'm glad cuz i don't want to bored him and irritate him by being with me all day and and all night. So he went and have a boys night with his buddies or whatever while me I'm going to hang out with my girlies and I'm happy it's been so long I haven't spent with them since my depression and my anxiety levels were high and I push everybody away and it made me feel guilty.

I was sitting on my bed and thinking wether I should call my friend Zaira or nah... I can't just call her and be like 'hey it's me Fallen and I finally calmed my self for the first time in forever and today I finally decided to call you, wanna meet up?' No I can't do that..... You know what fuck it I scroll through the contacts and finally found Her name. I press the calling button and put the phone against my ear my heart started beating fast and my palms started sweating and then I heard a voice that belongs to my best friend.

"Hello?"
"Oh hey Zaira it's Fallen..."
"Fallen? .... Oh my god it's been forever! How you been?!"
I gulp "it's been good and you?"
"Oh you know made a boyfriend"
"Oh how long have you guys been dating?"
"For about a week now"
"What's his name?"
"Justin , Justin bieber"
"Wanna meet up?"
"Sure you still live in the same place?"
Nope not anymore after my parents came back from their vacation I moved out and just to let you know it's not so easy😂
"No I moved"
"Damn girl, well where you live now?"
*10 minutes later*
After telling her where I lived and talk a bit more we hang up and I got ready and went out the door to head to the Lakewood Mall. Once I arrived I waited for Zaira at the entrance and about 10 minutes or more I heard my name being called I look up from my phone and see zaira running towards me I got a bit nervous or so. Once she was in front of me I smile at her and said hi to her I waited for a hi or hello in return but when i didn't I look up from my phone after checking the time to be hug in a tight hug I hesitate for second and try to fight the urge to push her off ever since I locked myself away and didn't speak to people I been scared they'll hurt me and since that day I push people away they're ganna leave one day so before they leave I made my way to the exit before they do. After I calmed myself I wrapped my arms around her and squish her tight damn do I miss her so much. After our hugging moment we went inside and went through stores and bought stuff and talk trying to catch up of what happened in our lives. I bought black ripped jeans and and a black shirt while she bought herself some white and gold supras and something else from Hollister.
After we were done shopping we went to Starbucks and bought ourselves some of our favorite drinks or whatever. After a long day with Zaira I head back home and take a warm shower. Me and Zaira promise we'll hang out together more often and next time with Nadia cuz I miss her too.

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Hey you guys I hope you like this chapter and sorry it tuke me long to write this but I been stressing a lot about school and all but I do hope you guys like this chapter and please comment or vote or whatever bye you beautifuls - esmeralda