The Boy With The Blue Eyes

Promise? Chapter 9

I was just in my room debating either I should take a shower or just change, because today is a lazy day for me so what's the point in taking a shower if you're just going to be lazy the whole day and not go out you get me?
I heard the door open and that just scares the shit out of me and because I'm alone my parents are still in vacation and so who could it me? I remember I gave Luke a spare key and I hope it'll be him.
"Honey I'm home!"
I smile at the voice and feeling relieve it wasn't someone out to kill me
"Up here!" I yell and went back to searching my clothes I'll be wearing for the rest of the day I heard the door open and seconds later I felt hands around my stomach.
"Hey princess" Luke says
"Hello my penguin" I giggle
"What you doing?"
"Just looking for clothes"
"You're going to shower?"
I thought about it should I or nah .... Eh why not
"Yes... Yah"
"Haha ok? What's with yah?"
"It's my word... Leave me alone why you judging me!" I said as I fake cry ... Lol
"Omg really Fallen?!" He said while laughing at me
Yesh as I thought and went to the bathroom and got everything ready. Towels ✔️ clothes✔️ bubbles✔️ ok everything was ready. As I got ready to strip naked I heard a knock
"What!"
"Can I join please?"
As I thought about, I strip naked and look at my self at the mirror gosh I hate my reflection I stare at my old scars at my thighs should I let him? What will he think about my old scares? All this thinking made my head hurt and so I decided to just let him but I put my underwear and bra back on since it made me feel insecure with my scares exposed fully.
I went and unlock the door and see Luke standing there and he smiled at me.
"Sure"
" really you'll let me?!"
"Yea, now hurry up before I change my mind" once I said that I saw how Luke rushed to take his clothes off.
I went back and see that the tub is full and I got in and oh my gosh how relieving it felt , i felt how all my muscles relax it felt so god damn good. I look up to see Luke completely naked I squeal and cover my eyes scared, yep going to have nightmares now.
"No!no!no! Put your boxers on! , Put your boxers back on now!"
"Haha ok but stop yelling please, come on I know you like to see this"
Omg no just no I just turn away not talking until he has his boxers back on, I played with the bubbles and I blow at them yay fun.
"Ok fine there see my boxers are on but talk to me please I already miss you, not hearing your sweet voice"
I blush as I look at him man how beautiful he is but I made sure he really had his boxers on. I made space for him.
I watch as he climb in and he started playing with the bubbles and blowing it at me I covered my face while giggling.
"Fallen, promise me you won't cut again it hurts me to see scares covering your thighs"
I look up, staring at his eyes to see hurt and sadness believe it or not it hurted me to see my lover like this because of me.
"Ok I promise" I said forcing the word promise out of my mouth.
He smiled at me, I faked smile at him because I knew one day I'll break this promise.
We stayed there playing with the bubbles and adding more bubble soap or whatever it's called when the bubbles were starting to fade away.
"Fallen you know that I love you so damn much"
"Yea I know, I love you too"
He wrap his arms around me and pulled me in as we shared a kiss.

This got to be a perfect day for me and maybe Luke.
But not all good last.
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Hey guys it's Esmeralda I hope you guys liked this chapter, I put all my effort to make this chapter good but we all know it sucks haha so yea love you beautifuls.
Guys I literally had to look up on how to spell penguin because I forgot how it spells like who just forgets * me raising my hand* so yea.😂