The Cursed One

Harry Potter or Plotter?

I entered the common room to hear a heated argument between Seamus and Harry.
Everyone was really engrossed in listening to their fight. Since I was not really interested, I decided to quickly walk past it and reach my dorm unnoticed. But as I was half way through to the dorms suddenly Seamus asks
"Thana! Do you think the you-know-who has returned?"
I quickly turn around to see everyone staring at me including Harry.
I scowl and ask him
"Why would you drag me into this?"
"I don't know...you're his best friend..?"
That got me.
I narrow my eyes at him and ask
"Are you dumb?"
"What?!" He asks in an offended tone.
"Had you not noticed that Harry Potter is too righteous, truthful and courageous to be my friend..?" I say sarcastically.
Then the whole common room starts laughing and Seamus looks at Harry with a satisfied expression.
I turn to look at Harry but instead of seeing anger in his face, I saw guilt.
That's unsettling...
Why?
Then as I turn around to walk away harry suddenly called me
"Thana!"
I turn around surprised.
I raise an eyebrow.
"I'm s-sorry" he stutters, his eyes cast down.
I was really surprised so I blurt out
"What?!?"
"Dobby told me everything...I'm really sorry for misunderstanding you..."
I take a minute to process his words.
I stare into his green eyes for a moment.
What they had done to me had changed me.... at first the pain of losing the only people who were on my side was painful...
But now I'm a whole new person who is looked up to by many...
There was not a day where I didn't cry...
They had put me through too much pain..
If this is how they are going to trust me again...I don't want hope..I'm better off without them.
I give him a cold look and say
"It's too late now."
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After that incident everybody is whispering things about me and Harry. Since Harry has a bad reputation right now everybody is believing whatever shit they're talking about him. Some girls even came to me calling me a poor thing.
WTF...I don't need their sympathy.
And for some reason I hate the fact that everyone's taking shot about him...even if I hate him..
Ugh...I don't hate him...
So when I was in the common room across Harry, Ron and Hermione and a bunch of girls came in and said"oh...Thana...it must have been really hard...I feel you..."
I FUCKING LOST IT.
I stare at her coldly and the temperature of the room suddenly drops.
She realized that something was wrong and staggered backwards.
"Oh really?" I ask her "how do you feel me?"
"I j-just-" stammers her eyes flickering nervously.
They all start whispering things.
God damn I'm pissed off right now!
"Can't you all just SHUT THE FUCK UP?!" My voice rising.
It's a long time since I got this angry.
The common room was dead silent now. Before I could say something else someone grabs me strongly and drags me out of the common room.
"Let go of me!" I hiss at whoever that is.
It was Harry with Ron and Hermione.
"Calm down before you hex someone again!" Says Ron.
WTF is happening right now?
I take a deep breath calming myself down. Then I stare at them and say
"I thought I made it clear that I don't want to have anything to do with you people."
Suddenly Hermione hugs me and says "I'm so sorry Thana , I never thought Dobby would lie like that!"
"I'm sorry too.." Ron mumbles.
She starts crying.
Why is she crying?
Now I feel bad as if I'm the culprit!
I don't hug her back but I don't push her away either. And then I say
"Actually I should be the one crying but now that you're crying I feel like I did something wrong" I say rolling my eyes.
"But Dobby always used to tell the truth.." Harry says.
"Oh..so how's Dobby your best friend?" I ask my voice dripping with sarcasm.
"Thana please...." Harry looks into my eyes and says.
His green eyes were really beautiful..
But I quickly look away.
I can't have my heart broken again.
"Do you promise to believe whatever I say even if it's complete bullshit?If yes I'll forgive you." I say.
Hermione's eyes widen.
"YES!!" They three yell together.