The Cursed One

The Rage

When I heard him say that I felt my heart stop. I stood there, my vision getting clouded every minute. Every sense in my body stops for a second and I feel my legs give away. My knees hit the ground. I feel myself go numb. I feel someone catch me before my head hits the ground.
He yells "Thana!"
Everything goes black.
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When I wake up, I'm in my room at Hogwarts. I sit up and clutch my head as memories start flooding into my mind.

Sirius died.

My only family who loved me is dead.

Killed by my own mother.

I was not who I thought.

I was The Dark Lord's daughter.

Who killed the loved ones of the boy I love.

That one thought made me so disgusted about myself that I feel hot tears running down my cheeks. I try to cry as silently as I can but a loud sob escapes my mouth so I quickly put  a hand over my mouth firmly cutting off all the sobs.

I was shaking.

Then suddenly the door opens and I see Hermione coming in. When I see her, I try to stop crying but to my surprise, I cry harder. She quickly runs towards me and hugs me. Shoving me to her chest. I cry into her chest and I feel her crying into my hair.
We sit like that until our tears run dry.
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I hesitantly open the door to Harry's room and I see him sitting on his bed. It was my first time in his room. As I walk towards him, I hear him say his voice filled with disgust.
"Don't come near me."

I feel my heart getting stabbed by a thousand needles. I feel a huge lump forming in my throat which was very painfull. I try again to get close to him even though I was feeling shameless.
He looks up at me and his eyes were filled with rage. So much rage that it was painfull to look him in the eye. He  sprang up from the bed quickly walked towards me and grabbed both my shoulders, painfully digging his nails into my flesh.

Even if it was painfull, I just stood there accepting the pain he gave me. I was look up into his eyes and I see that his green eyes were smouldering in rage.
"Your father killed my parents. And I was orphaned. Then Sirius came into my life as my godfather. I was happy. And then your mother killed him. Are they happy now? After taking every single person I love! Are they happy now???!!!?"
His voice rising with every word he said.
"Har-Harry I don't have anything to do wit-th them...I hate th-"
I was cut off by a cold laugh he let out.
"Who are you trying to fool huh? When you looked into the mirror of the erised, you saw your parents! You're going to be just like them! A cold blooded murderer! I'm disgusted to even look at you!"

That sobered me up. He always misunderstood me. If he hates me for wanting love from my parents, he's the one who is wrong. Yes...I wanted love and every child would too. My face turns cold my features turning to stone. I forcefully make him let go of my shoulders. I take a step backwards and look into his eyes, now fury was bubbling inside me and I say

"Don't make the same mistake you made 3 years ago."

I turn around and walk towards the door. Suddenly his hand grabs mine and and turns me towards him. Then his lips come crashing against mine.               -----------------------------------------------
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