Not In The Same Way

Chapter 11

Seulgi Pov.

The next day was even worse because the only thing Wendy sees is that f*cking Jungkook guy

I let out a big sigh as I already broke my third pencil because of so much anger at this two

"yah! Those pencils didn't do anything to you so stop destroying them!" Taeyeon scolded as she took my pencil case from me

"sorry" I lowly said and continued watching Wendy and Jungkook

"yah! If you can't stand seeing her with some guys then just tell her already!" Taeyeon half whispered and half yelled

"I will in our camping trip, I'll tell her what I feel for her okay?" I responded

"in two weeks?!" she asked in disbelief I just nodded at her

"a lot of things can happen in that two Weeks!" she scoff looking at Jungkook and Wendy

"they might already be a couple by that time" Taeyeon remarked

"yah! Can't you just support me for once?" I asked her

"I am what do you think I'm doing and I'm also saying this because you might end up regretting it if you won't tell her now" she explain

"by the looks of it Jungkook likes her and she? And she might end up having one too if you won't do anything to stop her, just tell her already" she yell that made the teacher look at us "sorry maam" we both said and the teacher only glare and look at the board again

"do you think I should?" I asked

"ugh, yes!" she yelled at me again that mad ethe teacher look at us again "Ms. Kim and Ms. Kang get out of my class if you can't stop talking!"

*****
It was lunch time and I asked Wendy to see me here at the rooftop because I wanted to tell her something by something I'm going to confess to her

I prepared our lunch so we can have our lunch date here and then after we eat I'll confess my love for her

Isn't it sweet?

JoyRi help me by taking Jungkook away from Wendy thank gosh that couple supports me so much

Then I heard the door open

I smiled knowing it's Wendy

"Surprise!" I yelled as I look at Wendy that was behind me but my smile drop when I saw who it was and it wasn't Wendy it was Irene

"Irene?" I asked shock seeing her here

"ugh... I didn't mean to ruin your surprise" she said as she quickly leave but I stop her from asking this

"Why are you here anyways?" I asked

"uhm.. I usually eat here since no one comes here at lunch and you know fresh air" she answer

"ohh sorry I also thought no one would come here and eat" I apologize

"it's alright, I'll just eat in our classroom" she said as she walks away but before she left I remembered this words

"and you know talking is better than avoiding it, it's better to have a closure so that you can finally forget and forgive that would make life easier for you two" I remember Wendy said this a few weeks ago

So I did stop Irene once again

"wait.." I stop her

"yes?" she ask and look at me

"avoiding things would just make things worst so maybe talking would be best for the both of us" I slowly said

She looked at me for a few seconds trying to process what I just said "if you don't wa-" before I could finish what I was about to say she stop me 

"I would happily respect your decision but I don't think today would be a right time to talk about it since your preparing a surprise" she smile as she pointed the table with food

I chuckle "some other time? maybe I can bring Taeyeon with me" I stated which she nodded "sure just call me"

then after that she left

I went back to my original position to wait for Wendy

When I felt my phone rang

W- I can't go to the rooftop Mr. Han asked me to do something

S- okay....maybe next time:)

W- k sorry I'll make it up to you next time

I went to other messages

S- hey Yerim did you and Joy already ate?

Y- not yet unnie we just got here at the cafeteria, why?

S- Wendy can't come to the rooftop, I don't think I have an appetite so it's all yours unless you don't want it?

Y- we'll eat it! sorry if you couldn't confess today:(

S- it's alright Yerim-ah I'll wait for u guys here

Y- k

I smiled bitterly as I looked up at the sky

'why did Mr. Han ask Wendy to do something?'

I sighed as I wait for the JoyRi couple

*****
It was already time to go home I was now walking at our neighborhood disappointed I really thought today was the day I'll be confessing my love for her

I guess I'll just have to wait until next weekend since Wendy would be visiting her parents this weekend

So I won't be able to tell her what I feel for her

When I reach home I saw my unnie busy cooking food

"hey Seul" she greet me

"hey unnie" I said not as energetic as my sister greeted me

She looked at me "why, did someone hurt my sister?" she asked holding spattula like a sword

I shook my head "nothing happen like that" I answered as I chuckle at her

"then what?" she ask

Which I didn't respond and just sat down at the sofa

"is it Wendy?" she asked I looked at her with my questionable look

She laughed "yah! Your my sister I know what is running in your head, does she met a new guy?" she asked

"well yes" I pout and sigh

"and?" she asked

"I was thinking of confessing to her but-" I was cut off by unnie

"your going to confess to her?! Are you really my sister?" she asked looking at me concernly as she sat next to me

"yah!"

"sorry, okay go ahead" she said

"we'll I couldn't confess since Mr. Han had to asked her to do something so we ended up not seeing each other" I explained

"really? Wow if Mr. Han didn't asked her to do something I might already have a sister in law by now?" she asked shocked

"yah! As if she feels the same" I scoff

"We'll you'll never know that unless you confess to her it's all about the right timing" Unnie said

"and when will be the right timing?!" I asked her almost yelled at her

"you will feel your heart when it know it's the right time" she answer

"I hope it will be soon because I don't know what I'll do if I still won't able to tell her what I felt" I said

"We'll you just have to wait for it" she said smiling at me

"thanks unnie"