Feysand Pregnancy

Chapter 21

Feyre pov

I was so excited but in the same second I was sad becouse Rhys couldn't be here with me. I knew that he would like me to find out gender and then tell him becouse if I would wait for him we will find out in a few weeks.

"I know what you are thinking My Lady" Madja said "Rhys have to rest. When you find out just tell him but try to calm him down."

I knew that is going to be difficullt. Madja start to examinate me and when I saw  my baby on the screen I felt tears under my eylides like always when I saw our little miracle. I was so happy for that little baby that everything what was hard in this time just disappeard in my mind and I wanted to be pregnant again even when this preganancy wasn't even in half way through. 

"Congratulations my Lady you are haveing a baby boy." That wasn't surprise for me becouse I knew that the bone cravier showed me him but I and Rhys wanted to wait to confirm this. I was looking at screen and tears were falling down my cheeks. I never was so happy like in this moment. "So we are expecting a Heir of Night Court. High Lord will probably spoke with you about this but I am going to tell you this any way. For now it is better to hide that this is the boy. We have a rebelion outside and they can try to hurt you andd baby becouse he is probably going to rule our court someday."

There it was. I knew that in my life nothing can be perfect for long time. Always have to something that put us in danger our makes us unhappy. 

All this years after war we was upset becouse I couldn't get pregnant. Now when this happend there is a rebelion and we are in danger ones again. 

Madja had to saw my feelings on my face becouse she in the same moment started to trying calm me down. "You will be fine. No one is going to hurt you and probably I and your mate are just a little over protective." I wanted to belive her. 

"I am okey Madja you don't have to calming me down. I am just a little angry becouse of the fact that nothing is perfect in my life." I said and I realized that I would never told this if not my hormones. I was really happy that she is takeing care of y pregnancy becouse in every second when I was nerwous I was talking things that could be used to destroy us. "I am sorry I couldn't said that"

Madja smiled "That is okey My Lady. This is exacly why I run this pregnancy. No one expect for you to watch everything that you said in your emotions and hormones." I never was that happy for Rhys and his over thinking about everything. But I also was feeling guiltiy. I am High Lady. I am supposed to take care of things like this by myself. "I know that everything is new and hard for you and only thing I can say to you is that this is worth it. He will be worth it."

"I know this but I am so worried. I don't want to gave birth in world where he isn't save." I was so stupid. I accept this risk long time ago with mating bond. "But I am happy that I can have this child really. Idon't want to sound like I wasn't grateful for everything."

"It is okey My Lady. I know that you don't regret this and you are only scared of what may happend. But try not worry about this however funny that sound. And if you ever will have things like that, don't hide this from everyone. We are here for you. And we will listen everything that you said and helped you when ever you want."

"Thank you Madja. But really you don't have to talk to my 'My Lady'. My name is Feyre."

"I can't use your name. You are High Lady of my court and I will always serves you and High Lord." She said with smile.

"I have to go and tell Rhys that he is haveing a son. Thank you for everything."

"You are walcome My Lady."