Feysand Pregnancy

Chapter 30

Feyre Pov

All day I spend cuddle to Rhys before he has to leave us. I was scared that I will have to give birth when he isn't around and I knew that he is stressed to. But even when he is in stress he always is trying to calm me down.

"I will be back soon. Let me know when something will start but by then I should be here for you." He said trying to convinse not only me but also himself.

"We will wait for you" I whispered. I was still in pain becouse of baby and I had to stay in bed. That was the worst becouse I couldn't make myself busy and not think.

Rhysand kissed my tample and before winnowed spoke to me again "I will be back soon. Try wait with birth."

The worst part of that was that I didn't know how long he would be there. I missed him already and think that labour can start in any second didn't reassure me. I tried to relax. Baby was still getting ready and Rhys would not be absent for long. They will take down rebelion and come back all healhty and good. I felt asleep with that think.

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I wake up and saw Elain sitting in the chair next to my bed. I wasn't surprised by that becouse I knew that Rhys will never left me all alone even for a second. He had to make sure that someone will be with me in home to help me in any second I wanted.

"How are you feeling?" She asked when she saw that I am awake. I noticed that after all this weeks I got used to the fact that everyone are over protective about me and how I am feeling. I couldn't even count how many timen in the day someone asked me about this.

I focused on what I was feeling and realized that I wouldn't feel any pain this time. "I am good." I noticed that I really am fine and that makes me feel better mentally. There was still a chance that the baby will wait some time and he will be safe after birth and capable to live without medical equipment.

"Rhys said that you are supposed to be on strickt bed rest so until he goes back I will taka care of you." She said and passed me glass of water. "You need to be hydrated, espesially now when you are so close to due day." She smiled to me.

"Thank you." I answered "Where are kids?"

"August and Ann are taking care of Cecily"

"Ann is here? Where is Nesta?"I was surprised Nesta has trouble with leaving her doughter side. Before she was pregnant with Ann she had two miscarrige and she always was over protective to her but she loved her by all her heart. So I knew that she would never leave her without Cassian or her.

"Boys said that her power can be need in fight so she went with them"

"So there is a danger?" I panicked. They would never take Nesta with them if everything be fine. What if Rhys wouldn't come back? Or any other member of Inner Circle? Last time we have nothing to loose but this time all of us have a family that needs us.

"Hey calm down. Everything is good they will be fine. Nesta is good in fight and her power will gave them the advantage. Everyone will be fine." Elain was trying to calm me down. "Belive me it was hard to convince her but Cassian said that this will be the best. She can't be always with Ann. In few years she will be mad if Nesta stay that over protective. We are trying to reason her that her doughter is safe with other people."

I started to think about this and in my mind I realized that Elain is right. I saw that August doesn't want to be always with Elain or Azriel now. That was why he started Illyrian training and the most of time he was far from his parents. I can't even think about that my son will leave my side one day for so long.

"August have break from training?" I asked to change a subject of our conversation.

"Azriel decided that this is too dangerous for him when rebelion is going on so he is back to home for some time." she sighed "He isn't happy for that and call us over protective but I know that Az knew what is the best for him."

"Azriel is right it is dangerous for him. You are friends of mine and Rhys so they can threaten to him." I said and realized that my son will go through this as well and even worse. He will be son of High Lord and Lady. He will be in danger all the time. I tried to cover my fear and that was the first time when this succeeded.

"You are right but August isn't taking this so easy."

"He will be fine Elain. He is just a child and will usderstand one day." That was my turn to calm her.

After Nesta and Elain become mother I was surprised by change like this make to them. But now I was starting to understand this. I was changing becouse my unborn child too. I was making desicion I would never do only becouse of his good and I was always thinking about him.

Minute after that talk Cecily started crying and Elain went to take care of kids. I layed down and tried to relax. Maybe my son will be in danger and will not have an easy life becouse of who his parents are. But he will count of our all family to help him all the time. I and Rhys was really lucky persons. We always had someone to help us when we needed this.

And the most important. We had each other. He will be alright after taking down a rebelion and I will get my help to take care of our child.

This was the most important thing. We were prepared mentally. His room could wait.