"Never say never"

Fights

I woke up in a bed. The same one on the same ship. It never took this long to get to Neverland flying. "Can I come in?" My boyfriend asks. I mutter a yes and sit up a little. Emma doesn't like him near me but we only have this while together so I don't care. Suddenly there's a smell. One so familiar, I'd never forget it. "We're here." I whisper. The smell of Neverland, hmm, it kinda just the smell of trees with a bit of magic. But it's special. Everyone leaves the ship, even my family is glad to be back on land. I, on the other hand run with the boys back to camp. The burned remains are still the same, except for where any animals had picked at something. "Oh wait here." I say to Felix. I run and grab his club from where I hid it. "Close your eyes." I yell. "Are the closed?" I check, swiping my hand in front of his face. "Here." I say, smiling. I place the club in his hands. When he opens his eyes he looks like a child on Christmas. "You found it. Have ever told you your the best person ever?" He mutters, squeezing me. "What about me?" Peter laughs from in a tree. "What did I tell you about listening in Piper?" I smirk. "I was just saying. Anyways you 2 have fun. No little lost children being made though. Not that much fun." He warns, jokingly. He flies off and I turn red. "You really are great." Felix grins, looking at my lips. "Come on its getting late. I know this great place we can sleep." He suggests. "But there's tons of room on the boat." I oppose. "Just come on." He says, tugging me with him.
We end up back at skull rock. "Why didn't you just tell me this is where we were going? And why'd you pick in the middle of the ocean." I ask a little worried. "I just like it here. And I like you. So I want to have the 2 things I like." He shrugs.
We lid down on an old mattress and used some blankets and just watched the stars. " I meant it. Shae. I love you. A lot." He says, now looking at me. "Well so did I. I love you so much." I say, staring into his eyes. Somehow he got closer than before, and suddenly his lips were on mine. Then my neck. Slowly he started peeling off the layers, always asking permission before revealing more skin. And that's when I had the night I'd never forget. (I'm gonna let your dirty little minds finish this off ;P)
I woke up the next morning tired and aching. Felix lid beside me, sleeping like an angel. Then I remember last night. The sex, the promises, the sweet nothings. I quickly stand up and hurry to get dressed. It's not that I regret no never would, but I just wish it wasn't on this island and I was a little more ready. Felix stirs and rolls over. "You know, you don't have to go." He mumbles, in his extremely attractive morning voice. "But I do. My mum was right. Storybrook needs me. But I'll be back the second she says I can." I assure him. "I would've spent more time with you but we slept in. They wanted to leave soon." I whisper sitting in the bed beside him. "So your just giving up? When I said you should stay , I was hoping you would. You can't just leave!" He raises his voice. "Felix-" "Stop! You wanna leave so bad go!" He yells. My eyes widen, "Felix come you don't mean that." I say, more for my sake. "I SAID GO! GET OUT! AND GET OFF THIS DAMNED ISLAND!" He yells again. "If that's what you want I'm gone." I jumped off the ledge, no not to kill myself. I jumped so the pixie dust would work and I could fly back to camp faster than Felix could row. I run up the camp. Tears about to spill but I run to my old tent. I grab everything. A hairbrush, some clothes, some pixie dust, a picture Michael drew of me, him and Felix. And a bracelet Felix found and gave me. I don't put it on, instead just shove it in my little bag. I run out and up to Peter. "Look I know you read minds, you should hear this out loud. I'm leaving. I don't know how long, maybe forever. It was great to be your lost girl, Peter." I smile and hug him. He hugs back a lot quicker than I thought and whispers. "I'm gonna have to kick his ass." "Just don't kill him." I laugh. I head to Hooks ship. "We can leave now." I say. Running a hand through my hair and staring the the few lost boys crowded around the boat. "Shae are you sure? You-" " I said we can leave. Unless anyone wants to stay then Hook get the boat moving." I order. The boys wave and I blow kisses and wave back. Just on the side of the island I can see Felix in the little row boat. By himself this time. I turn away and lean against the side of the boat. "Shae. He really loved you. Are you sure you wanna just leave?" Snow asks, sitting next to me. "Loved past tense. He's the reason I'm leaving. Him and Emma. It's over." I say the last part to myself. Just so I know. "Are you positive?" She asks. "Yes Snow! He's not coming looking for me, no missing person. He a lost boy. He was taught to think he's always right. We're thinking we're always right."