"Never say never"

Lost Girl

It's been a week in normal times now. I count the hours, 24 make up an entire day.I don't really mind being here so much. Peter gave me my own tent! But he's constantly watching me to make sure I don't try to run away. Where could I go? I'm pretty sure my family is gone but maybe they are just better at hiding then Pan is searching. Felix on the other hand has been basically ignoring me. He only talks to me when Pan makes him, or if I'm screwing something up. It hurts I mean, I thought we were friends or at least could talk to each other. I cared when he was gone, he trusted me and I trusted him. And now that's all gone, and I don't know why.
"Felix, take Shae and show her where we get our water." Pan demands. Felix glares and stomps ahead, not looking back to see if I'm following. I look at Pan with a glance of worry and follow him. He might slit my throat while we're out here.
I was walking when I misjudged the height of a root that got caught in my foot,sending me tumbling forward. "Ow shit." I curse, dusting myself off. Felix looks back and for a moment he seems worried, at least until the hatred clouds over. "Get up." He growls. I try to stand up but that only makes it worse. I whimper in pain and clutch my ankle. "Come on then let's go back." He grumbles, not even casting me a glance. "No you keep going. I hate to inconvenience you any longer." I spit. He looks as if my words cut him. Then turns swiftly and walks in the other direction. I pull myself up, using my good leg and a tree branch. My knee is bleeding and my ankle is turning purple, I should probably get back to camp. I grab the tall branch and make it my walking stick. This could take a while.
FELIX'S POV
When I came back Shae was gone. A crippled girl couldn't crawl that far in the time it took me to get the water. I ran back to camp, the water sloshing on my back to see Shae all cuddled up to Pan. That is uncalled for.
SHAES POV
When I finally made it back to camp, Peter rushed over and took my walking stick. "What happened?" He asks, looking at my bloody broken exterior. " "I tripped, Felix is still getting water now if you don't mind I would like my walking stick back, being one legged isn't very fun." I explain. "He didn't come back with you?" He asks, surprised. I shake my head. "Well my dear, let's heal you up." He smiles, holding his hand over my knee. But I push it away. "No. Leave it. Your getting weaker. Save your strength for someone who really needs it." I whisper and wink, getting off the chair he set me on after he took my walking stick, to give him a hug. A moment later Felix comes marching into camp and pulls Peter away from me, wobbling me a little. "I need to talk to you." He growls and pulls Peter to one of the tents. I shrug and head to my tent cleaning off the blood and changing my uniform. (Which is above or on the side) I walk back out to see the boys lined up in front of Peters tent. "Anything you boys need?" I ask as they stare. "Boys?" I say, waving my hand, in front of one of their faces. No answer. Strange. But I ignore it, rather grabbing my walking stick and going for a walk.
It's almost evening, meaning Peter will soon gather the boys and play his pipe. I was walking when I heard voices. "I hear he's got a girl. Maybe we could take her, then get to him. Cap'ins been meaning to get a new girlie 'round here." One says. "That's brilliant, let's tell the captain." Says another. And once I'm sure their gone I look around the bush to see a ship. But not like Hooks. On the side is written 'The Iron Lady'. Black Beard. I run, well hobble, back to camp. "Peter! Peter I must speak to you." I yell. He motions for me to talk as the boys crowd around. "No Peter. I need to talk to you, alone." I say, specifically. He stands up looking worried and heads to a tent, picking me up bridal style so I don't slow him down. "What's wrong?" He asks, rubbing his temples. "There's pirates, on the east by the beach. They work for Black Beard I saw his ship. They want me to get to you." I repeat. He nods, the frowns. "They want a new mistress?" Peter asks. I nod. He sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose and for the first time since I've been here he really looks worried. "What?" I ask, not understanding him. "They want a woman to satisfy the men of the crew." He explains. My eyes widen and a blush spreads across my cheeks. "Peter please you can't give me to them. Please Peter I'll do anything." I beg. For the first time since stepping foot on Neverland I'm afraid. "Thats not all they want. They want the power of Neverland. The power of immortality." He adds. I frown, afraid, angry and hurt. "Peter they won't get it. You've got the lost boys to stand by your side. And as long as I'm here I'll be by you too." I say. "What would I do without my girl on the island? I don't think I could give you up Shae." He whispers hugging me. "Well without you they would already have me and I would probably be dead by now or worse. So I'm not leaving either." I smile.
FELIXS POV
She's not leaving him? He's not giving her up? They're together? I thought she liked me? I mean I know I've been a bit rude lately but I'm just really confused about how I feel. I heard the end of the conversation when I was looking for Pan. I hate her. I hate him. She walks out looking all perfect, except for her ankle which bends weirdly and her knee which is covered in bandage. She looks pained. I should've stayed with her. But then again how could she betray me like this? We were friends. How could she?
SHAES POV
"Hey Felix!" I say, happily hoping to start some conversation. "What do you want?" He mumbles. "Just to talk you." I say, less happily. "Why? Peter can't talk anymore?" He growls. "Felix what is wrong with you? Why are you pushing me away?" I yell,getting some looks from the lost boys. "Because your going out with my best mate." He yells back, then sits on the ground. I stare shocked. "Felix you thought I was going out with Peter?" I ask, softening my voice. He nods not looking up. I sit beside him and use my hand to make him look at me. "Oh but Felix. I'm not going out with Peter. I don't know what gave you that idea. Yeah, we are pretty close friends. But my feelings are for you. I liked you and you pushed me away. I thought you hated me." I whisper, turning away. "Shae. No I could never hate you. I just couldn't be around when I liked you and I thought you liked Pan. It drove me crazy." He laughs and I look at him as if he's crazy. But I start laughing too. "The lovebirds finally got the courage to admit they like each other." Peter laughs from above us. I playfully glare at him. "Who said you could listen in Piper?" I mock. "I did. Now come on Princess. We've got business to discuss." And Peter walks back to the tent. "Felix, can I meet you by the beach tonight? This is kinda important." I ask. "Yeah, sure. See you then." He smiles. I reach up and kiss his cheek then walk to Peters tent. I have a boyfriend. I have a boyfriend.