Chapter 3

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updated 7/3/19, don't read this part if you don't like smut.

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Levi bites my bottom lip after a kiss every once in a while. It stings, but I always want more. Before today, I've never kissed a woman or man. I don't know anything about kissing, or really, about passionate moments like this. I don't know every single touch meant to me. Maybe to Levi, this was something he truly wanted, but do I want this? Should I push him away? I probably should, but I can't bring myself to attempt. A lot of thoughts are trying to be processed, but every time he looks at me, I get nervous and flustered, so I lose my train of thought.

Levi puts his hand on my face but it begins to go down all the way down to my chest. I feel him unbuttoning my shirt's buttons. He starts kissing at my neck, it kind of tickled and made me shudder until he started constantly nipping at it. What's he trying to do now? "Sir, what are you doing? I don't...get this." Levi stops and looks up. "Is it a problem?" He stroked my neck with his fingers. I'm acting like those girls from class—in love with his looks and his voice, but nothing for his personality. Levi stopped nipping, and started biting at my neck again. "Levi..no marks..!" He takes his mouth off to speak. "Why not? You get like this so you must like me doing this." His hands went to try and pull off my shirt, but I stopped him. "I know what this is leading to...not here, at least not here." I'm a young, straight, male virgin...now I'm having sex with my French teacher! Holy shit...wha-what do I do?! I need to get him to stop. What if he gets in trouble, or worse, what if I do? What if people hear about this and the police get involved? I wouldn't mind him simply kissing me, maybe I wouldn't even mind doing this if we were alone, but i'm not sure if I should risk it.

"No one is here in this floor. Everyone left by now or are downstairs in the main office."
"But-"
"Eren."
Levi's words don't help, I'm only more flustered now. He pulls my shirt off and it goes down to the floor along with his own clothes. I notice now that I can't seem to take my eyes off of him. Levi pulls my jeans off and put three fingers to my lips and says, "Suck." I took them in and coated them with saliva.  I'm not this kind of person, I didn't even know I could ever find a guy attractive. 

Levi took his fingers out of my mouth and stuck them in me. "Jesus Christ, that hurts! What the hell are you doing?" It hurt so much, but it would hurt more to have Levi just go in like that, so I'm trying holding in my pain. He shuffles his fingers around and takes them out only to place them back in. 

"Eren, I'm going in." I panic at these words. "We'll-we'll get in trouble..!" He sighs. "Just relax, it won't hurt after a few seconds." 

"I'm not worried about that, you idiot. I don't want to get in trouble!" 

"You won't. I won't let that happen. Okay? Ready?" I sighed, and nodded once he asked me if I was ready. Levi thrusted into me.

 "A-ahh!I-it hurts, Levi! I don't..know what to do." I claw at his back, hoping he'll take that as defeat but that only encouraged him, freak. But I'm the one letting him do this. I could easily stop him but I don't. I feel like I need him. After a while, I said, "I think I m-might.." I couldn't talk clearly from the gasps and moans in between. It didn't hurt anymore, the pain faded, but my worries didn't. "I know, me too," he says afterwards, but that's not what I was talking about.

"Ah, hng..a-ahh!" At that moment, I probably should have died. "Mr. Rivaille, I'm sorry, I-I'll clean this up!" Levi chuckled. "It's nothing to worry about, Eren. You are lucky I enjoy you." I roll my eyes. "If you didn't, this wouldn't have happened, idiot." Levi kissed me and put on his clothes. I can't put the clothes I had on again, they smell like guilt. Luckily, I had extra clothes from gym, although, we didn't have to change for class today, but I brought some because I'm eager. I sat there awkwardly as Levi buttoned his shirt up, leaving two buttons undone, and put his tie on again. He's acting like this was nothing.

Levi, or Mr. Rivaille certainly was handsome. He's really handsome to girls, at least. I don't like Levi in that way though. I can't like him in that way. Even if I wanted to. I don't know him. What just happened was all by force. It's his fault, I could report this, couldn't I? That is, if I wanted to... I can't seem to get myself to feel the need to tell anyone...because once it happened, I didn't want to stop. Is this how it'll be? Me coming after school for good grades, I suppose that's a good way to pass but a disgusting way. Is this what this was? Or does he legitimately enjoy me like he says he does? How could he? He just enjoys the idea of me.

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Hi, don't be offended by this chapter in anyway because you're not required to read, I gave a warning, I'm not trying to start a consent argument, this is fictional ya'll. I think things like this are fine to write or watch but I don't encourage people to have sex without consent or while underage.

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