Mikasa's POV
I needed to clear my head. At that moment a lot was going through my head, I wanted fresh air. "I'm going to go for a walk," I said grabbing my bag and walking out of the café. I could hear Armin call out to me but I'm guessing that Eren stopped him from chasing after me.I walked along the pavement, airbrushing past me. The weather was surprisingly nice today. There were barely any clouds in the sky and the sun was bright in the sky. I walked along the path of a park nearby and sat on a bench. There didn't seem to be many people around where I was, although there were a few families in the playground area.
I closed my eyes and leant backwards, I wondered how Levi was. If something bad happened to mum he would've been sad, but Erwin would have probably been there with him if that happened. I thought back to when mum had first been admitted to the hospital. I was only three years old so I didn't remember much, but I didn't remember him being extremely sad.
"Are you okay? Where's Eren and Armin, they're usually with you?" I looked up to see Jean standing in front of me.
"What about you, you're normally with Sasha and Connie."
"I'm on a run so I'm by myself, and you didn't answer my first question."
"I just need to think," I replied looking up at the sky, Jean then sat down beside me.
"You wanna talk about it?" I shook my head, "Here, have a drink." Jean said handing me a water bottle. I took it, thanking him as I did.
"What about you?" Jean looked at me with a confused face, "How are you feeling?" I elaborated. He smiled at me and replied,
"I'm fine, thanks. How did you find exams?"
"I actually passed Hanji"s class for once!" Jean chuckled,
"You're making it seem as if you fail their class."
"Their class is hard! I don't even know how I'm passing!" Jean continued to laugh.
"I can tutor you if you want." He suggested. My eyes widened, I couldn't believe this was actually happening! Because of Eren and Jean fighting all the time we could never have a proper conversation like this, made if they both didn't hate each other we could've had more conversations like this one before. "You seem happier than you did before."
"I guess I am, I forgot all about all my problems thanks to you." I said smiling back at him,
"I'm glad, you looked so down. I was worried about you."
"Can I tell you what happened?" His eyes widened,
"Are you sure? You don't need to force yourself!"
"I want to, after all it's better to talk about my problems than keep them bottled up."
"If you're really sure you want to tell me then go ahead."I explained everything that had happened and Jean just listened. I was grateful for that. I was scared of being judged but I guess I also wanted to be listened to as well. I finished what I was saying and Jean finally spoke up, "It's ridiculous that you think Armin and Eren won't understand you. They're your best friends, if they can't understand you that's their own. If they don't understand you then they aren't your friends. But they are. Eren may be an ass sometimes but he's loyal to his friends more than anything and will always be there for them. Armin is just generally a caring, kind, understanding person. They will understand how you feel, I'm sure of it."
"Thank you Jean." I said, my eyes tearing up. I felt really happy at that moment. Jean pulled me into a hug,
"You're welcome." He released me, then grabbed my shoulders and looked me straight in the eyes. "Now go be there for your brother." I got up and waved goodbye to Jean before running back to the café.Levi's POV
I arrived at the hospital to see my mother's lifeless body lying on the hospital. Guilt swallowed my whole, once again I couldn't do anything to save the ones I love and care for. I dropped down to the ground. I wanted to cry and cry for days on end but I couldn't worry anyone. I don't want to worry anyone. My slight went blurry, tears pouring out of my eyes. The doctors came into the room and took her body away but I couldn't move. Fatigue took over me, limiting my movement.Suddenly the door burst open. I wanted to turn and look at who was there but I suddenly felt a pair of arms wrap around me. I knew all to well whose arm those were, I same into them. Erwin's body wrapped around me was comforting.
"You don't need to go through everything alone. You can lean on me you know, I'm your boyfriend after all." He said, he sounded sad. It was as if seeing me like this pained him, as if he hated seeing me sad. He didn't ask me about what happened, he didn't talk at all. It was like what happened at the amusement park. He knew just what to do, he knew just what to do to make me feel better and I loved it. I'm glad I fell in love with him, I wish you could've met him mum. You would've loved him. "If it wasn't for Mikasa we wouldn't of met, but now that you're here I'll treasure you forever." He said.
"Me too." I replied.I'm probably going to end this here, I don't really have a clear story line for future chapters and if I did the story would probably end unfinished so I feel as if it's better to finish the fanfic like this. I don't feel as if this was the best but I hoped you enjoyed it either way. I had some fun writing this, I did get quite bad writer's block so some of the previous chapters may of felt forced but I hope you still managed to enjoy them. That's all from me, have a great rest of the day.
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we met in a café
Fanfiction"If it wasn't for Mikasa, we wouldn't of met but now that your here I'll treasure you forever."