"It was only supposed to be one night" M.MN x Park Y/N Twice ff

Chapter 31

Regrets, mistakes, sacrifces, pain, loss. Words that are the result of misunderstandings, jealousy, negativity, evil, apparently the bad shit that happens in our lives.

Everybody says they know how pain feels but true pain isn't from the outside, it is from within.

The most painful type of pain is you hurting inside, but not even a single tear drops. You keep om hurting inside, but nobody notices.

You're used to pain that you become......... numb.

You become a robot, unable to feel what love and joy is.

But pain, is what I deserve. No let me change that, to suffer is what I deserve.

MINA'S POV

It has been weeks since we last heard or seen Y/N. After she was taken away we lost consciousness and wound up at my group's dorm.

Mike regained consciousness  first as when I opened my eyes I saw Jihyo slapping him away with her slipper, Nayeon using her big hands to smack him, Jeongyeon using a pan, Tzuyu ready to take aim with her bow, Momo throwing food at him, Sana rapping random Japanese words in an attempt to shoo him away, Dubu throwing her holy bible and Chaeyoung apparently joining in the chaos. Poor Mike.

I intervened and told them to stop, and explained everything. After I had explained everything I was tackled to a hug but then noticed my head bleeding in which they panicked again. Irene was also with us devastated, along with G/N seeing how down she was Mike started to bicker with her and ended up laughing.

But of course that didn't make us forget what happened.

PD nim also barged in along with Lee Soo Man and Red Velvet.

After weeks we still tried finding Y/N but to no avail. I've tried to prevent myself to break down, but failed to.

Today we are now heading to JYP building to have our annual dinner conference or whatever that's called.

Our van was moving at a steady pace, rain pattering against the windows. I turned to the side looking away from the window to see my members talking and laughing with each other. I smiled at the sight of them.

I decided to continue doing my own thing not wanting to disturb them, which is just doing nothing actually.

I looked through the window and saw a couple holding hands with each other, smiling, in love. It brought me back to the small dates me and Y/N had in the middle of the night.

Just enjoying each other's warmth, spending hours with each other talking and laughing.

I would give anything to just be with her for one more day, even if it costs my life.

I diverted my attention to my ring. The ring that Y/N gave me on that very day, inside our dorm, inside my room.

I traced the little details of the ring and couldn't help my eyes to water.

"Girls we've arrived let's go now" Manager nim said interrupting my thoughts.

We nodded and fixed ourselves before going out to enter the building. We were led to a small auditorium, filled with tables and a buffet corner at the side.

"Ugh why do we have to attend this sh- FOOD!" Momo suddenly exclaimed into which we just chuckled at her.

Same old Momo she never changes.

"Hey calm down don't go digging in yet the event hasn't even started yet." Jihyo told Momo into which Momo pouted but just nodded.

We were escorted to a table near the stage, we saw G/N already sitting down, as soon as they noticed us we greeted each other.