Chapter 10

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I got off the taxi and went inside the restaurant. I didn't wear a mask since i was still a trainee.

I looked around and found mina she was wearing a mask and sitting at the far end. I went to the table and sat down.

"Hi shall we order?" i asked.

"Sure" she replied.

After we had placed our orders i found myself staring at her beauty. Her beauty was ethereal. I examined her nose, her eyes, her lips. She's perfect. I got lost looking at her. The feeling was magnificent only if i could stop time i would. I would make her mine. But I'm not a god only i can make her fall in love with me. After a while she examined my face too we got lost in our own world. It seemed like forever until the waitress came with our food. We then started digging in.

"So how was your day" mina asked.

"Good but tiring" i replied

After a few minutes of silence i broke it off
"So why did you invite me to dinner?" i asked while taking another bite of my food.

"Well i just wanted to see you that's all" she replied.

I nodded after a while we finished eating and just sat there at the table.

"You never told me you were an idol" i said

"hmm?"

"You know the night we met" i said.

"oh uh i wanted to just live my life like a normal person so yeah" she replied.

She then stood up and went to get the bill. After a while we walked out of the restaurant.

"Thank you for the dinner" i said

She smiled. That smile. Her smile. The most beautiful smile. God how lucky am i to have met this woman.

"Do you want a ride home?" she asked

"Isn't that out of your way?" i asked

"It's not" she replied and i went inside her car.

"So you're living at the dorm of the trainees right?" she asked i nodded. I looked at the window and admired the beauty of the stars. What if we are just a small piece of an equation that is far beyond our grasps? What if there are more superior beings than us? What if we are just one section that other beings think we are non existent? What if-

"We're here" mina said

"Uhh thanks for the ride" i said and i unbuckled my seatbelt. I then looked at her eyes.

"Goodbye see you soon" i said.
I was about to open the door when she held my hand.

I wanted to break free from her grasp but i can't. I wanted to move but i can't. I got lost in her eyes. Filled with love and lust. I finally gained myself back and was able to move. But i wasn't going to the door. I was going closer to her. To mina. In this world where choices determine your life i chose her. Something told me to stop but i can't it was like i was being pulled closer. No matter how hard i try i can't resist. I looked at her eyes again and there it is. Temptation. I chose temptation. As our faces got closer we could feel each other's breath. Then our lips connected. The moment our lips touched we both hungered for more. Not soon enough our lips were moving in sync.

I can't break free as once again we were in heaven. It felt magnificent. But it made me feel locked up. What if I won't be enough? I fear that if i open my heart to her it will get broken. If she does love me i will never let her go. But if she loves someone else i will let her go. I'm afraid that these thoughts will hold me back from loving her. I want to stay in this moment forever. She's the only person that makes me weak. That makes my heart flutter. Her only her. So i promise you this mina if you do love me i will love you till my last breath. Even if you will cause the death of me i will still love you no matter what. Even if the whole world is against you i will still love you. But don't go dying on me alright? If you do go first wait for me. We'll meet each other again. I promise you that with all my being mina. Because I love you mina. It's just I'm afraid of losing you. I'm afraid of lowering my walls so wait for me?

After a while we broke it off.

"Sorry" Mina said panting for air.

"It's okay..." i said while panting for air too. The taste of her lips was still there. I need more, no i WANT more.

"Well then i have to get going it is way past my curfew" she said while leaning back in her seat.

"We shouldn't be doing this...." i said to mina.

"I know it's way too risky" she said while her eyes radiating sorrow.

"But i want to" she said while brushing her hair against her skin.

"God this is hard" i said while looking at the nightsky.

"How bout' friends?" she said. Looking back at me and waiting for an answer.

"Sure" i said while trying to hide the pain that just hit me.

I got out then closed the door.

"I had a great time Y/N i'll see you soon" she said then drove away.

I went inside my dorm and laid down my bed. Why is my heart hurtung like hell? Those words she just said stabbed my heart. Aish i should just sleep. I closed my eyes and went off to my deep slumber.

MINA'S POV

Aish my members will certainly be worried right now since it's already near midnight. I arrived at the dorm and parked my car outside. I turned the knob and was greeted with our leader jihyo.

"Where have you been?" she asked

"Uhh i went out to eat some dinner and strolled for a bit." i said.

"Aish we were worried sick about you.." she said.

"Mianhae" i then bowed.

"Yah minari what is that red mark on your collarbone?" momo asked.

Shit she saw it.
I quickly covered it but sana still saw it.

"*cough**hickey**cough*" she said.

Then sana shouted
"YAH EVERYBODY GET YOUR ASSES DOWN HERE MINA BEEN GETTIN SOME" aish darn this girl. Then everbody came rushing down

"What you're dusturbing my beauty sleep" tzuyu said groggily

"MINA BEEN GETTIN SOME LOOK AT HER COLLARBONE" she shouted again. Then the members rushed to check out my hickey. They widened their eyes.

"YAH I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD GET SOME" jeongyeon said.

"So where did you go exactly?" jihyo asked while raising a brow. I sighed.

"How can i explain this?" i mumbled. They sure looked confused. 

"Won't tell." i said and they looked annoyed.

"YAH JUST TELL US" Sana said.
I just ignored her and went to jihyo.
"Now can i go to my room?" i asked

"Yes of course sleep tight" jihyo said. I then took of my shoes and made my way to my room when chaeyoung shouted.

"MINA WHO DID YOU SLEEP WITH??!!!" she shouted.

"Secret" i replied smirking
"Was he good?" nayeon asked. Heh you really thought it was a man ey? Well you thought wrong.

"Won't tell" i replied while remembering the taste of her lips. I turned around and saw them stomping their feet in curiosity

"Goodnight now" i said and closed the door. I then laid down the bed. Thinking about her. God am i stupid? I shouldn't let someone like her go. I touched my lips, tracing it to where she kissed me. I sighed and closed my eyes. Soon i was in deep sleep.

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So yeah i suck writing in general. Anyways hoped you enjoyed this chap. I will try to improve my writing.

-Sarah

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