You're the One (white wolf) -ON HOLD

Chapter 5 - the acceptance

ZANDER POV

"HOW DARE YOU! HOW DARE YOU TO DO THAT TO ME!" She said while her eyes brimmed with tears. Those eyes that now pierced through my heart like a knife.

Everything is blurry, first how did she know my bedroom? Second, why she's crying and fuming at me at the same time? What did I do? But I recalled what she said before. Could it be that it is about her work at cafe?

"You have no right to do that." Her voice quavered and all I want to do is to hold her and take away the pain. Seeing her crying breaks my heart into pieces. I start to walk to her but she raised her hand, so I stopped.

"Explain why you need to order my manager to terminate me from my job!" Oh shit!, I muttered to myself. I didn't realized that it was the reason she's crying and I didn't know that she will be devastated about it. I know asking her manager was a low blow but I need to appease me and my wolf.

"You have no idea how important that job to me, to my family. But of course you couldn't care less. You wouldn't care even." She yelled out, this time my wolf wants to surface and come close to her but I hold him. She won't allow us to touch her, with her mood right now, so I just listened and absorb all her yelling.

"Avalane , I'm —" I was cut by her immediately.

"No, dont say sorry. I understand, nobody can say No to the future Alpha, like me, like me as your mate. When you told me that you are not ready, I didnt say anything. When you told me not to say to anyone, I didnt tell to no one. I just absorbed all and followed you. Even it hurts too much." She paused while wiping the tears that running down to her cheeks.

"My world stop when I found you as my mate. For a minute I was the most happiest girl in the world, but my world collapsed when I saw your coldness towards me." I was stunned, I wanted to reply that it is not what I wanted.

"But I get it, who would accept an Omega for a mate? Specially for an Alpha? A weak, a human because you think I dont have a wolf." My mouth agape because what she said are not true. I don't care about her status, she's my mate, my other half and that's it, but how could I explain that to her.

"But this things that you do, for what Alpha? What did I do to you? Please tell me Alpha, because this time, I can't understand." She wipes again her tears that's overflowing. Tears that I'm the one who cause. And I felt so guilty about it.
I'm such an Idiot.

All of the sudden the door open and she swiftly turned around and get out of my room.

My feet can't move because I am still in daze, but Zack beat me. Telling me to follow her mate or else all hell break loose. So, I grabbed my shirt and follow her, expecting that she might be downstares but to my surprise she's nowhere and even her scent.

Where the hell is she?

"She might be in the woods, if something happen to her, it's all your fault!" Zack said while trying to take control. But I beat him.

"Relax, leave it to me, and as if you didn't push me to do that, so don't blame all that to me!" I retorted and because of that he blocked me out and I smirk at myself. The wolf think he's innocent? Huh...

As I reached the woods, I sniffs the air, but to my surprise I can't catch her scent. I used my human speed to go deeper but I couldn't find her and it's upsetting.