Saving Seelie

Chapter 10

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"why do we need to talk about that?" i asked trying my best to keep a poker face, and i was doing a good job. it looked like mr. gryffan was doing the same thing, but i could see some of the frustration he was holding in coming from his eyes.

"Seelie, you know EXACTLY why we need to talk about that." he said looking into my eyes. "and i dont want to here any of the bullshit you spouted to my brother about it." he said.

My eyes were so round they probably looked like dinner plates with how big they were from the shock of him cussing at me AND accusing me of spouting bullshit...which i was but how could he say that? who does he think he is?!

"i dont know what your talking about, sir." i said stubbornly. i was not going to tell him anything.

he sighed and ran his hands across his face in frustration.

"Seelie, no one can help you unless you tell someone whats going on." he said looking at me pleadingly. i knew he cared. i didnt know why. but i could see it in his eyes. but i just couldnt get my mom into trouble. i was all she had.

"sir...i dont need any help." i said averting my eyes from him so he wouldnt see the lie i was telling mainly to myself so that i could convince myself even further that i was doing the right thing. it was starting to wear thin on me. especially with the last time i ended up in the hospital. i sighed and looked at him.

my eyes probably seemed like i was begging him to understand. i knew he knew i was lying but i was hoping he would understand.

"seelie......" he said looking at me as if he was in physical pain. "i know you dont want to hurt your mother..."he said his voice cracking a bit in the next sentence "but seelie...she shouldnt be hurting you either. you have to understand that you don't deserve that! you deserve so much better." he said looking at me with sad eyes.

"Mr. Gryffan. all i have is my mother." i said my voice sounding weak.

"no...seelie you have more people than that who care. where is your other family?" he said.

"i dont have any other family, sir." i said looking him in the eyes. challenging him to try and argue with me.

"seelie you need to tell someone." he said running his hand through his hair and sighing. god he was gorgeous. wait, i mentally slapped myself what the hell was i thinking. my teacher is NOT gorgeous. i shook myself mentally and came back to the subject at hand. this painful subject.

"No, i will not tell anyone. i cant. and if you tell someone i will deny it." i said looking at him in the eyes, i saw the pain there, and it hurt me. i didnt know why but it did. it shouldnt. this man is my teacher. MY teacher.

"why do you keep repeating 'he's my teacher' out loud?" he looked at me confused still with hurt in his eyes but he had a tiny gleam of amusment in them also.

my eyes widened even bigger than they had been earlier when he had brought the subject of my home life up. if that were even possible.

"hahahahaha" he busted out laughing and my cheeks became inflamed. "S-sorry seelie but you should have seen your face!" he said through chuckles. "you had the 'oh-shit-i-didnt-mean-to-say-that-out-loud look on your face it was so priceless!" he busted out laughing at my offended look on my face.

his laugh was so cute. WAIT seelie no! bad! he is laughing AT you. you should not be thinking that your teachers laugh is cute!

"oh so my laugh is cute huh?" he said with a goofy grin on his face.

my eyes narrowed this time because i knew i did not say that out loud. or atleast i dont think i did.

"you did say it outloud" he pointed out.

"shit, now my thought arent even secret" i threw my hands in the air.

"haha! so i was right! you were talking about me!" he said amused.

"n-n-n-no! i did not.....i-" i was cut off by him laughing again.

"haha, seelie you should really see your face its so funny!" he said doubled over on the floor.

tears came to my eyes i was so embarrassed i didnt know my face was funny...i knew i was ugly...but funny?

"Seelie...i only meant the expression on your face." he said looking me in the eye completely serious now.

"o-oh o-o-okay." i said trying to compose myself i was so embarrassed it wasnt even funny.

"Seelie, you are si beautiful." he said his and my eyes widened at the same time and his hand flew to his mouth.

what did he just say?!