I will not be updating/added to this book anymore simply because I left the MCYT community.
I just lost interest in it , causing my lack of wanting to update this.
Thank you for understanding. -Yuri Shu <3
Rest in peace Technoblade <3
P.4/Fin This is platonic. ——— 3 weeks. It's been 3 weeks this lie had been going on. Everyone knows! Are school, his parents even my dads! The hole fucking internet knows! The first day I came back to school was the first time I met him again and also the first time I learned he streamed. I didn't think 'Oh let's see how popular he is! Oh his friends with a guys called Dream with I don't around 20 million subscribers? Oh and MrBeast!' I'm going to lose my mind.... Sure the support and love is great. The hate not so much. The feeling of being unknown to being the mane thing trending on Twitter in the U.S is overwhelming. When is this going to end? Though pretending to be Tommy's girlfriend isn't the worst thing I'll be honest. I don't know how to say it? I enjoy? do I shouldn't. I feel safer? Like I have less stress when we are pretending? And when it ends I feel like I'm getting hit with a wave of stress. Why am I feeling like I actually want it to be true, and not a lie. Why do I feel like my thought are wrong? Like I shouldn't be thinking this stuff. I don't know. I'll keep you updated. -Y/N L/N ——— Y/N POV Characters! Characters I need characters! Where's my head? Everything else is done art, English, math, science, history....Everything! But this! *phone ring* It's 4 am. Who's calling me at this time? Willow. "Hey." "HIIIII watcha doing?" "Suffering trying to write a story and not having any idea for characters, and teacher said to used people from my own life story and I don't understand her." "What kind of story is it." "Fantasy love story." "Just use you and Tommy idiot." "Me and Tommy-? Good idea!" Right everyone thinks we are dating. "I know right I always have gre- HEY LET ME GO!" "Willow?" "I HAVE TO GO Y/N CYA, LET ME GO WILIAM!" They are fighting again. Honestly should of expect it. Every single call I've been on with them like this for the past week. Hope they don't kill them self. "Just make it you and Tommy." "Me and Tommy." "Better get started I guess." ——— June 3 It's been around 11 weeks I think? Well it's been two months, I've fallen for Tommy. And I know it now, I was in denial for a month, I didn't know why but the idea of it was.... I don't know ? Painful to think about. When ever someone asked me if I was alright I'd say yes and smiled. The idea of love is so scary. I'll be honest even though I called my 'dads' early I didn't really mean it. It actually took me 4 years before I trusted them. But I've never been in a relationship before nor loved anyone except for my dads. The idea of liking Tommy is terrifying. Thought people say it shouldn't so why am I? I talked to Willow about it, she said I had all the rights to be scared but also it was painfully obvious well to her that I liked him. She told me just to take it easy, and all would be fine. I just wish I wasn't so Eccedentesiast. WHY- "Y/N?" "Huh? Oh yes Ms Yasmine?" "I wanted to congratulate you for having the highest grade out of everyone with your story." "I have the best grade?" "Yes and also to congratulate you for your relationship with Simons I didn't know you were dating." "Oh thank you." "Oh and to say I did enjoy the part in the story of fake love it was a good extra part of drama, now I have to go. I wanna go eat lunch." "Thank you..." Fake love? Heh... Why....? "Text? Tommy....can you meet me after school at my house at around 12 am." Why so late? "I want to talk to you in private and you know my mum likes to snoop around so I want you to come over when they are asleep." Alright. 12 am "Hey." "Hey N/N." "So what did you want to talk about?" "Wait follow me." He went to his window and opened it and climbed out to what I know is his roof. I did the same and found him sitting on a flatter part of the roof. "Clear sky." "Yeah, you can see all the stars. But still why did you ask me to come over." "So you know with everything that happened and the drama, hate, love and support I felt like we got closer." "Yeah." "We had to lie, joke and even kiss each other cheeks." I've been trying to forget that Tommy but thanks for the reminder I guess. "Yeah." "Over the time... I felt like I didn't know where this fake relationship was going and didn't know what I was feeling about you until that night after the cheeks kiss when you assured me that this was fine and that you'd always be there for me." "Huh-?" "Y/N i really like you. Like a lot." "W-wh-what?" "I like you and it's been like that for a while I just didn't know how to tell you and-." "I like you as well." "Really! Are you sure I was-." I didn't let him finish. I just answered his question, with a short 7 second kiss. "Does that answer your question?" "Yes." We stayed up for the rest of the night. I sat between his legs and he put his arms around my waist and head on my shoulder.
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He kept protesting he wasn't tired but I knew he was, he kept waning and his eyes were already watering from it. I kept telling him to go to sleep, but he didn't do it. He just stayed up with me. I guess this is what I'm stuck with for the rest of my life. Lord. ——— I really hope you enjoyed this 4 part one-shot! The end was really pain in the butt to come with, but I think it came out well. Now I'm going to start writing my next. <3 - Yuri Shu
