No Emotion (ASL X Reader)

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   You were sitting in the living room, eating like a pig. You take the freshly cook dish that was left at your door and eat it like it was no tomorrow. The dish makes you want to faint. It was unbelievably delicious! You also gave Luffy and Ace a taste, resulting to them wanting more but instead of the heavenly food, they get to kiss your foot. Luffy went to sulk and go outside to play with his stag beetles. Ace, still dont want to give up, try to steal your food. As if you'll let him. You ate what was left in one mouthful and stuck your tounge out at Ace. You were dissapointed that you couldnt cherish the taste more but at least you got the food all to yourself.

   
:Luffy's POV:

   '(Y/n)-chan is so mean. I wanna eat it too! It was sooooo delicious!!! Just you wait, when i became a pirate, im gonna have the best cook in the world! And then i can eat meat everyday!!!' I though as i urge my beetles to fight each other. Now that Ace and Dadan's home, i can play happily! Just then, i heard faint footsteps and i look up to see Dogra walking towards me. Face strangely pale but i dont question it. What's the point anyway?

   "Yo! Dogra! You went looking for Ace and Dadan, right? They've both come home!" I told him, still happy about the news. I though that he would be shock and ran inside crying, but instead he doesnt show any look of shock or thrilled in hearing the news.

   "Really,they have? T-That's great..." He replied shackily and went inside. Feeling curious as to what Dogra was thinking, i went inside too.

:Normal POV:

   You stared in shock at the short man in front of you. Fale deadly pale. More than it look before. Everyone was dead quite, trying to register what he had just said. Sabo...

Was dead...

   Suddenly, Dogra was slammed to the floor by Ace. The loud sound instantly pull you out off my reverie.

   "You liar! Dont even joke about that!"

   "Dont do it Ace!" You try to consult Ace but he ignore you.

   "It's not a lie nor a joke! It was so sudden, i barely realized what had happened. I doubted my own eyes! I wondered if it was just a dream or an illusion!" Dogra replied back.

   "Shut up! Sabo went back to his noble born parents! There's no way he'd sail out to sea!" Ace yelled out.

   "That's right! Sabo went home!" Luffy agreed witg his brother's statement.

   "Outlaws like us understand how he must have felt.. We all have places we dont want to go back to! Do you really think he'd go to sea... if he was actually happy? Do you really think he'd fly a pirate flag and set out on his own?!" Dogra pushed Ace away from him. The words that came out of his mouth stunned everyone in the house.

   "Sabo... He really wasnt happy!" Luffy cry as he realized it. Ace clutch his head out of anger, remembering every words that Sabo had said to back up Dogra's words.

   "Why.... why didnt we try to break him out of there?! Where is the person who killed Sabo?! Im gonna murder him!" Ace once again clutch Dogra's shirt, demanding an answer.

   "The Calestial Dragons?! There's no way you can do that-" Without letting Dogra finishes his warning, Ace grab his pipe and darted out of the house. You, however, stood in shock. 'The Calestial Dragons... killed Sabo. No. Why are they here? It's not because of me right? No. Sabo.. I-' You were brought back from your train of thoughts when you saw Ace ran out. 'No! If he go after them then he'll die too!' You ran towards the angry Ace and pulled him back.

   "Ace, dont do it! They'll kill you!"

   "Let go (y/n)! Im gonna avenge Sabo's death!"

   "It wont matter if you die in the process!"

   "Shut up! You're a Calestial Dragon too right?!"

   "What.." All of the sudden Ace pinned you to the ground.

   "If we never met you than Sabo would have lived!"

   "Ace, stop it! (Y/n)-chan didnt do anything! It's not her fau-"

   "Shut up Luffy! If we never found her, if we just left her there then all of this wouldnt have happened!"

   "Ace I-"

   "If you just die at that stinking fire than we-" Just then, Dadan hold Ace to the ground. Causing splinters to fly around the room. You lay in place. Letting Ace words sink into your mind.

   "Drop it, you damn brat!"

   "Let go off me!"

   "You keep acting tough, even though you dont have any real strength! What the hell you think you can do now?! You'll just end up dead! You'll die and everyone will forget about you by tomorrow! That's all you amount to right now! It was this kingdom that killed Sabo! It was the world itself! What can you do?! Your father's death brought about a new era! Once you become a man of his caliber, then you're free to live or die as you want! For now dont you ever blame (y/n) for this! She has nothing to do- "

   "It's alright Dadan-san." You slowly stood up. Your bangs covering your saddened eyes.

   "He's right Dadan-san. It's all my fault. They come here to look for me. And the one to take the first hit from the Calestial Dragon is none other than my own brother."

    "We're not your brothers! You are no longer our sister!" Ace yelled out. You flinced. Tears were brimming in your eyes but you hold them back.

   "I see. Then..."

   "(Y/n)-chan, dont go!" Luffy yelled out. You slowly look at your two remaining brothers. One was crying and the other just glared you down. You forced a smile and a few salty tears ran down your bandaged cheeks. The sigh brought Ace back to reality and he realized what he just said but kept quite. A pain of guilt wash over him and you could clearly see it at his face.

   "Thank you. Luffy, Dadan-san, minna...and Ace. You gave me home and comfort to a total stranger. Im sorry that all i've ever done is causing trouble." You slowly change into your wolf form, the one you've been practicing to control. The bandits and Ace stood shock at your new transformation except for Luffy, who was the one helping you practice.. This was originally a surprise for your brothers.

   The tranformation caused immense pain through your body but it cannot beat the pain in your heart. You could hear Luffy crying and the bandits yelling you to reconsider. You completed your transformation and look at them. Eyes clouded with sadness and pain.

   "So  the only thing i could do now is gave myself up, and then all of you will be safe. You dont have to worry about this burden anymore. This is the end. Goodbye." With that said, you ran towards the forest of Mount Colubo. You could hear Luffy's feet tapping againts the ground trying to chase you but being held back by the other bandits. As you run, tears ran down freely from your furry cheeks. Every movements sent a new course of pain through your body.

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  "Tie him up the tree! Think back what have you done and stay there until you calm down! The others, bring Luffy in and find (y/n)!" Dadan bark her orders and the bandits went out to search for you while a few struggles to bring Luffy inside.
   "No! (Y/n)-chan!"

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   You ran and ran to god knows where until you trip on a rather large rock and fell down. You try to stand up and look around. You were at the cliff where you and your used-to-be-brothers usual play at. Memories play back in your mind like a video and more tears fell. You could hear Luffy's wailing and cries from the house. Oh you wanted to reassure him that it was going to be alright but you cant. So you do the only thing that will possibly calm him down. You stood at the edge of the cliff, muzzle raised high towards the sky. You took a deep breath and let out a loud howl.

:Luffy's POV:

   'No! (Y/n)-chan cant go! First Sabo! Now (y/n). No i dont want to lose her too!' I struggle in the bandits' grip. I have to stop her no matter what! As i was about to make a run for it, a loud melodic howl filled the air. The sound was so beautiful and calm me in a second. The area was silent except for the howl. Time seems to freeze as the howl continue. I know whose howl is that. And what it meant. Tears ran down my already wet cheeks as i was brought back inside by the bandits. 'Dont cry.' That's what it meant. But i cant stop crying. And I didnt know if i can.