I'm trying to help you! Bakudeku

Mental break

( since this chapter is mainly from dekus point of view there won't be many Katsuki povs in this one)
Izuku pov
I have been here for weeks in this same room. I haven't even been allowed to shower the only time I can get off this bed is to use the bathroom. Even then someone is with me with a shock collar around my neck. I have been asking for days for Kacchan but they never answered me. The tests go on and on. Each more painful than the last. I feel so numb. I need kacchan I need him now to save me to hold me something. I finally can't take it anymore. WHERE IS KATSUKI BACKUGOU? I screamed at the man sitting in the chair with the white coat. He looked up at me from his notes and stared.

So it finally decides to show its true colors? *smirk
What are you talking about? All I want to know is why I can't see kach- Katsuki Bakugou? He started laughing at me and it made me even more angry. That voice poured out of me. WHAT ARE YOU LAUGHING AT YOU SADISTIC SON OF A BITCH!! He just looks at me seeming to think for a moment.

Why would you want to see the man that put you in here to be our personal pin cushion. Hmmm

Did I just hear him correctly? Did he just say that kacchan put me here? No NO he is lying. STOP LYING OR SO HELP ME ILL...

What? You'll do what exactly because from where I'm sitting your the one tied to the bed not me? And on top of that how pathetic do you have to be for you to call out for the man that put you here because he didn't want to deal with a broken toy?! (Laughing)

No no your lying kacchan would never just throw me away like that. He loves-

He loves you? Was that what you were about to say? HAHAHAHAAAA!! You can't be serious right? How can you be so clueless? When we were authorized to pick you up he wouldn't shut up about how happy he was to finally be rid of you! He said he couldn't stand the sight of a used broken old toy.

D-did kacchan really say that? Did h-he really want me gone that badly. He said he loved me. He said he had always loved me and that he wanted us to be together. No that's not kacchan. THATS NOT WHAT KACCHAN WOULD DO OR SAY HE SAID HE LOVED ME WE EVEN HAD S-

Sex? HAHAHAHA look kid just because someone whispers sweet nothings in your ear to get you in the sack doesn't mean they love you. He said you were a broken toy not a ugly one.

My heart shattered at those words. Kacchan said all those things out of the blue. We were pint up in a house together and only allowed to be around each other until I was ready for the others to come. Did I really fall for sweet nothings? I couldn't even think straight my chest acted at the thought of him. How he could just say those things to me and sleep with me then throw me away like trash. If he wanted to get laid all he had to do was leave and go find someone but no he decided to use me. WHY DOES EVERYONE USE ME?! IM NOT A FUCKING TOY TO ANYONE! NOT THE LEAGUE, NOT TO THESE PEOPLE, AND NOT TO KATSUKI! IF I EVER GET OUT OF THIS PLACE I WILL NEVER GIVE ANYONE A CHANCE TO USE ME AGAIN! CONGRATULATIONS KATSUKI BAKUGOU YOU FINALLY GOT YOUR WISH ILL NEVER FOLLOW YOU EVER AGAIN ILL NEVER LOOK AT YOU FOR HELP,FOR LOVE,AND YOU WILL NEVER BE MY HERO!!!!! After those thoughts flowed into me I went numbed I felt nothing for anyone not even myself. All I had now was hatred. No one will ever use me again.....

Katsuki pov
It's been a whole month All Might I'm starting to worry about deku. Have you heard anything from anyone yet?

All Might
No I haven't young Bakugou but I am also getting worried about our midoriya. I am going to inform everyone that we will be heading back to campus in the mourning and then I will find out what is going on.

Katsuki pov
Finally tomorrow I will be able to see my deku again.. finally I will hold him and keep him close to me again. He must miss me just as much as I miss him at this point. I can't wait to see his smiling face again.

(Ooooo the build) will Katsuki be too late is there hope or will there love fall threw the cracks of a broken soul? Will deku become twisted or is there still a chance to drag him from the shadows) :)