I'm trying to help you! Bakudeku

Uh izuku!?

Get ready Izuku is gonna have a little dark moment folks

Katsuki pov
(After being gently pushed into izukus apartment)
I can't help but look around the hallway that the door leads into and wonder what's waiting for me at the end of it. I flinch a little when I hear the door lock behind me, and I turn to see a smirking Izuku. It's dark in the hall way but I can see his silhouette lingering by the door. I feel like I'm in a horror movie and I'm about to be attack by my own boyfriend 😭. He finally starts moving and the closer he gets the further I step back. He does seem to have a very intimidating Aura about him. I finally bump into a wall and he gets only a few meters from me. Then a light flicks on and scares the shit out of me...

Izuku POV
I pushed kacchan into my apartment and lock the door. I'm trying to get my heart to stop beating so fast so I take a minute to calm myself facing the door. Kacchan hasn't said anything yet and to say I'm nervous is a understatement. I would kill to know what he is thinking right now. ( lil does he know said kacchan is freaking out behind him.) 😂
I turn around to realize that the hall way light is off and I can't see a thing. I start to walk forward to the light switch that's on the wall opposite of me and where I thought kacchan was, but I can't see him. I finally make it to the light switch and when I flick it on kacchan is pressed against the wall looking nervous. I wonder what's wrong.

Katsuki pov
He just looking at me WHY HASNT HE SAID ANYTHING. Ok Katsuki get your shit together your boyfriend is standing right here do something. As im finally about to reach for him he turns and says "im hungry do u want something to eat?" And walks further into the apartment. Y-yeah yeah im a bit hungry.

Izuku POV
As I begin waking to the kitchen I ask kacchan if he is hungry and he ..... stutters? What the hell is going on with him? I head into the kitchen kacchan following me and I pull out the  katsudon I made last night and begin heating it up. As I'm doing that kacchan is just leaning by the sink watching me. I walk up to him and put my hand on his forehead checking for a fever. He is acting way off must be sick.

Katsuki pov
I decide to lean up against the sink to seem like I'm acting "cool" when I feeling nothing of the sort. Then all my false "coolness" goes down the drain of the sink when Izuku walks up to me and put his hand on my head. Oh god I melt into his touch. I've missed him so much and know he is right here and I can't even form words or even touch him. I don't know what to do. I had plans to take him back to my room and fuck his brains out and hold him all night long, but now he seems to be the one with the control.

Izuku pov
Hmmmm... no fever he isn't pale with those pink cheeks of his. What's wrong with him. Hey Um kacchan what's wrong?
K. Um nothing is wrong why would you ask that?
I. Because your face is all pink and your acting really weird.
K. Uh-uh no it's just a little warm in here (pulls on his scarf while avoiding eye contact)
I. Bullshit, we're in Russia in the middle of winter it's literally -14% outside what's up?
K. Umm I guess it's all just a lot you know. I'm here and your here.
I. Uh I guess.... Does he not want to be here with me? No he was just carrying me to his room so what's the deal?
DING
I. Well I guess foods done.
I take out the food and fix me and kacchan a bowl each and we sit in awkward silence and eat. Once we are finished I washed the dishes and we went to the living room. We watch tv both sitting in awkward silence not touching our holding each other. Not at all how I planned for this to go for our first time seeing each other again. Maybe he just isn't comfortable with me anymore? Does he even like me anymore? I know I've changed. I'm not small anymore I come up to kacchans chin now and I'm more built then before, but I didn't think that would matter to him. I get up with a loud sigh and grab some extra blankets and pillows from my room and head back to the living room. I feel so neglected and pushed away but I can't blame him, I was the one who didn't come back to Japan.
I. Here it's snowing again so you can stay tonight. (Hands Katsuki the bedding stuff)
K. Um thanks yeah I didn't really want to go out in the cold again.
I. Yeah it does suck sometimes.

Nobody pov
Izuku rubs the back of his neck and decides he is going to take a shower and head to bed and wishes Katsuki sweet dreams.

(As Izuku is in shower)
Katsuki pov
Did he just give me blankets and a pillow?! Does he want me to sleep on the couch?! If that fucker thinks I'm gonna sleep on this couch while my hot ass boyfriend is sleeping in the bed he has another thing coming. I strip off my shirt and sit back to watch some tv while I wait for him to get out of the shower. Soon after I hear the water stop and the door open.

I. Hey if u want to take a shower it's open but I don't think I have any extra cloths to fit you.

K. Yeah thanks I'll take you up on that offer.

I. Tch ok night.

Izuku POV
I hear the water in the shower start running and to say I'm pissed about how this is going that would be a understatement. He seemed completely fine with sleeping on the couch and then I offer the shower to him and he just acts so calm about it all. UGHHH! I flop onto my bed in nothing but my boxers because my house I wear what I want and think about kacchan. I just want him to hold me touch me anything. I mean I know he is probably upset with me for not coming back but jeez is he that mad? I bury my face in my pillow to mumble to myself about everything. I'm so caught up in my own thoughts I don't even notice the shower has stopped and my door is opened.....

CLIFF HANGER 🤪