Psycho Pass: Plastic Beautiful World {Kagari x OC}

I Don't Want To Be Here

I woke up on the cold floor of my house, i still had the phone in my hands and someone was on in, i lifted it and...

"Hello? Tachibana Natsume? Are you okay?"

"Who is speaking?"

"The police officer, listen, I understand that it could be traumant to know that your parents have died...."

It's as if time in this world had stopped and i returned to the same event I remember before falling unconscious...

"You'll be in custody of your uncle" - the official said by telephone. The truth is that I have nothing against my uncle, just that he's a busy man, I think it comes home once every three months to his house...I don't want this life....

They took me to the house of my uncle, no one was as expected, I laid in the bed of the guest room, alone in the big house. I lied down on the bed, i laid my head on the pillow and my tears started rolling down my cheeks as fell asleep in tears.

The next day, I got up and i didn't wanted to go to school, everyone had heard that i'm an orphan....and as always will give me back ... and I have lost everything.

I woke up in the morning I wore a pair of jeans and a black shirt, as it was cold and it was raining I put on a waterproof color cream and i tied my hair in a messy pony tail. I really didn't wanted anyone to see my face, I just wanted to leave this place....

I walked through the door of my classroom, occasionally teachers appeared while saying sorry and the typical words when you lose someone.

Yui Hokuto and not even look at me, what could be good in here if I have nothing? Why did I returned?

These were questions that i did to myself again and again, whilei wasn't attending classes, I heard nothing.

Teachers didn't yelled at me for paying attention, i just thought it was about the impact of hearing about the death of my parents, i felt bad for everything and nothing.

I was already out of school and all I could think about was going home and try to return to the Psycho Pass world, i had no time for distractions but...

"Hey, Natsume-kun!"

"Ukyo, I can't talk now, I gotta go"

"Yeah, I know...but i just wanted to tell you, i'm sorry about your parents"

I just nodded my head

"Hey....you know... life isn't so miserable without anime"

"You know what, Ukyo? I think is stupid what are you doing, you want to pretend to be someone you're not just for Rina and you think that her opinion is worth more than yours... so it's your decision...live being someone you are not or living being who you are and been proud to be that person because that's how you truly are"

"Hey, wait!!! Natsume-kun!!!" - He yelled, but I no longer came around, I just wanted to return home as quickly as i could, maybe if events can repeat again not exactly but....

"Look at the little orphan!! What happens Natsume? Your parents didn't endured much that they came to suicide?" - Told me, the girl who was dead in the world of psycho pass, Rina.

"Don't talk about them, bitch!!" - I yelled without stopping

"You're a fucking bastard!" - she said grabbing my arm and bringing me to fall, but i didn't felt, rather i used her own force against her

"You've bothered for many years, but that's over!!" - I said pulling my arm from his grasp

"That will not improve your life Though I don't mind...you're alone, you have no one, no family, no friends..and that's something you can't change!." - At these words, i didn't wanted her to see me weak and crying, i ran out of there and started to head towards a deserted area, a park that i used to go with my parents and we used to watch the sunset.

I stopped there and the sun was setting, my legs no longer could put up with my weight and I felt into the soft grass as tears felt from my face i whispered again and again....

"I want to go back, I want to go back, I want to go back, I want to go back" and the last of the sentences was not a whisper but a cry "I WANT TO GO BACK!" And then I felt uncouncious.....

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