My love for you - Kuza x Josh

Chapter three - embarassed

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Welcome to chapter three! This is just cute and sweet, no trauma. (For once oop-) so please enjoy- Achilles 🥀
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Josh POV:

I woke up with my face pressed to someone's chest. I mean mike.. Master's chest. It's gonna take some getting used to calling him that, but I'm excited about it. He's warm. I moved back ever so slightly so that I could breathe better. I was clutching a Pokémon toy. I bit my lip as the memories of yesterday flooded in. Oh dear.

I know that he doesn't mind, and he's into it, but it's still kind of embarrassing to slip into little space, especially as we haven't talked about it or anything. Like I wanted to talk to him about what I'm like in little space, my mannerisms and stuff I do/don't like. I let out a small sigh against his chest. One of his hands shifted a little. Is he waking up? 'Ngghhhhh.' He groaned. I fought back a grin. Master's hands rubbed my back.

'Good morning, are you ok?' He murmured, his voice deep with tiredness.

'I'm ok, thank you mi- Master. How are you?'

He let out a small laugh. 'Good boy. I'm doing alright. Tired. But more seriously, are you ok from yesterday?' He moved me away a little and tilted my face up to him. (I make eye contact because I'm used to forcing myself to do it to seem normal, it's called masking). He's so pretty. I let out a yawn.

'No, I'm ok. I don't really remember what set me off. It was just a long day. But I'm doing a lot better now.' I explained. He nodded. Master ran one of his hands across my side. I went to lean back into him, but Kuza pushed me away. I tilted my head, confused.

'We need to have a talk soon. Get ready for the day, and we'll talk over breakfast.'

With that, he stood up and walked into the adjoining bathroom. I sat up. I'm kind of confused. I hope I'm not in trouble. I mean I don't think I've done anything wrong, but still, I'm nervous. I was still wearing my clothes from yesterday, and I didn't have anything else to put on. I just adjusted my clothes and sat on the edge of the bed, thinking about what Master would want to talk about.

'Hey. Put these on.' He said. I jumped slightly. He came out of nowhere. I guess I was just too lost in my own thoughts. I took the shirt and boxers from him. He had a towel wrapped around his slim waist. His body glistened with water from his shower. 'You're staring. It's rude to stare. Get dressed.' I immediately shifted my gaze, and stood up to get changed. I stripped off my shirt and replaced it with the one he gave me. It reached just above my knees. I'm so small compared to him. I felt anxious about taking my jeans off in front of him. Like we've had sex before, but like it's different because our relationship has changed, y'know?

I mustered my last scrap of courage and quickly changed into the boxers. A large hand fell on my shoulder. 'Let's go and eat, ok?' I nodded. He can tell that I'm very nervous. I followed him into his kitchen, and sat at the stool by the island he had pointed at.

'Waffles?'

I nodded aggressively. I love waffles. (Same, they're pengggg). This made him laugh a little. I love Master's laugh. It's cute! I love him. He's cute! I stared at the worktop, my mind wandering.

'Here.'

I looked up. 'Thank you.'

'Thank you what?'

'Thank you Master!'

'Good boy.'

He slid onto the stool next to me and placed his plate down. I felt him wrap one arm around my waist, pulling me closer to him. I began to eat. 'Josh.'

'Mmmh Mafta?' I replied, my words muffled by the food.

'Don't talk with food in your mouth.'

I nodded, swallowing the mouthful. 'Sorry Master.'

'Thank you for apologising. Now, I need to talk to you. You're not in trouble. I just need to go over the rules. Also, together we need to come up with rules for when you're in little space, because the rules I have for pets aren't appropriate.'

I nodded. 'I'm really sorry by the way. For I.. um- going into little space last night. I didn't mean to, but like I just.' I flapped my hands, hoping that he would follow my train of thought. I knew I was bright red. I'm not good at talking about it, because I find it kind of embarrassing. Honestly, I haven't fully accepted myself for it. Master laughed.

'You don't have to apologise for that. Besides, little you is somehow even cuter than big you.' I bit my lip slightly, trying to hide my smile.

'Ok. So, I've got a list of rules for everyday life, ok?'

I nodded. 'I'm ready AND listening, Master.'

'Good.'

'1. No swearing
2. No lying
3. No hitting
4. Do what you're told when I tell you to do it.
5. No playing - with your pet toys - without permission
6. No touching yourself
7. No eating with your mouth open (I hateee when people do this it literally makes me wanna throw up)
8. No talking with your mouth full
9. Always call me Master, unless clearly stated otherwise
10. I tell you what to watch and wear

Failure to abide to these rules will result in punishment.'

I nodded. 'Yes Master!'

Kuza smiled. 'I'm gonna put this list on the fridge, so you can see them.'

I nodded again. He said I'm his pet? I don't really know anything about pet play.

'Josh.'

I snapped my head up. 'Yes master?'

'What's wrong? You're pulling a face.'

'I uh.. nothing's wrong. But like, I don't really know a lot about pet play. I admitted.'

'Ahhhh. Ok. You want me to explain it for you?'

I nodded shyly. I'm nervous and a little embarrassed because like.. I don't know.

'Ok. Well put simply, pet play is when someone acts like a pet. It's a subculture in the BDSM community. You give off kitty vibes, and I have a collar and ears for you. You would play with pet toys, sit on my lap, and like be a cat. That wasn't the best explanation, but I hope it made sense.'

'It made perfect sense! Thank you Master. And umm.. about the collar and ears..'

'Go on.' He urged.

'Could I like, umm, try them on?' My voice went very quiet as I finished my sentence.

'How are you supposed to ask?'

He's making me ask when he knows I'm embarrassed to say it in the first place? Sadistic fuck.

'Can I try them on please.. Master?'

'Of course. I'll go and get them. Don't move.'

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Thanks for reading!! See you next time 🥺🥺 I love you - Achilles 🥀
Word count - 1166
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