WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN YOUR HAPPY BY YOUR SELF//YOU CANT USE ME AND PLAY WITH ME AFTER YOU TAKE ME OFF THE LOWEST SHELF//I USUALLY HATE EVERYTHING I MOVE AND SAY AND WHAT I DO//WHY THE FUCK DID I EVER BELIEVE THAT I WAS SOME THING MEANINGFUL TO YOU//SCREAMING CRYING AND IM DONE AND YOU STILL WANT ME TO BE GREATER NOW//WAVE YOUR SWEET WORDS TELL ME WHAT WANTS TO BE HEARD AND WE COULD BE BETTER SOME HOW//YOU KNOW WHAT, I DONT YOU THINK THAT YOU KNOW I MIGHT BE HURTING TOO//SCREW OFF BABY NICE TO KNOW YOUR NOT AS SWEET AS THE THINGS YOU DO//JUST TRY PLEASE TELL ME YOU ME HOW AND WHAT YOU FEEL AND ILL JUST FALL FOR IT ONCE MORE//BETTER THAN RUNNING AWAY BEING A COWARD AND STARTING THIS BRAND NEW WAR//TRYING TO GET YOU BACK WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE AND WHY DOES IT NEVER GET ME FAR//CHANGE ME FOR WHO I WAS BUT YOU NEVER EVEN KNEW WHO YOU ARE//LOOK IM STILL HERE FOR YOU WHY DONT YOU SEE ME FOR WHO I AM//MAYBE ITS BECAUSE SWEETIE I THINK I FINALLY REALIZED THAT YOU NEVER ACTUALLY GAVE A DAMN.
"How long does it take me to realize that you were never there"
-R.M-
A/N: Okay, alright. I hope you like It because I really don't.
YOU ARE READING
Fix me.
PoesiaThis is where i escape. This is where i spend my days, in between thoughts about suicide and what else I would do to be held in your arms.
